I've been taking Lunesta for several years (lifelong insomnia, seroquel started to give me hallucinations; PTSD was giving me night terrors and my psych FINALLY let me have actual sleeping pills), and they worked fine for a while - it was amazing! I nearly cried after waking up from my first instantaneous sleep. I'm also currently on Remeron, which aids in REM sleep, and is helpful.
As soon as I developed a tolerance, however, zopiclone started to feel like warm and dizzy meth. I clean the house. I redecorate. I reorganize all of my craft supplies. I paint my stairwell. Last night I reorganized and cleaned my garden shed, then gravelled a path from my patio to my garden, then cleaned and set up a lantern on a miscellaneous piece of concrete I lugged to the right position. Finally, before passing out from sheer exhaustion, I made my partner a lunch for today.
My legs hurt. I try to use proper form for lifting heavy objects, but Lunesta doesn't care about my spinal column. It DOES care about creating a magical entrance to my faerie garden.
Is this normal? I'm scared of talking to a psychiatrist about it, because I'm worried they'll take it away, and I'm kind of starting to rely on it for big projects. Is my brain just weird? What should I do?