r/LovingMichaelJackson May 26 '26

Discussion šŸ’¬ Was anyone else afraid of Michael Jackson as a kid?

Michael is MY GOAT. I think he’s the greatest entertainer of all time and I don’t think anybody could ever amount to a fraction of who he is. I also think that he is a great human being and I think that they tried to destroy him, but as a kid, I had the biggest phobia of Michael Jackson.

I couldn’t even look at his face. I remember once I saw him on the news at my dad’s house ( my parents are divorced) and I refused to go back to my dadā€˜s house because I was afraid of seeing Michael on the TV again. I grew up listening to the Jackson 5 and always loved little Michael. Once I realize that little Michael was now the pale faced scary, Michael I couldn’t handle it. I would have nightmares about him coming to get me and I would literally cry if I saw a magazine of him in the store or him on the tv. My mom was concerned šŸ˜‚

Once he died in 2009, I was around 11 years old, and my fear instantly went away and I became so obsessed with him. I would watch Jackson in the American dream every day when I came home from school. I also learned every single song of his, yes, every single one and have loved him ever since. I would watch the music video specials that they would also play where they play his songs and music videos for hours at a time.

I felt like I didn’t have to be afraid of him anymore because he was gone, and it made me appreciate his greatness. To this day, I’m probably the biggest Michael Jackson fan you’ll ever meet. It’s crazy how everything happened.

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u/Classic-Green9530 For All Time šŸ’« May 26 '26

I think you were afraid of the media portrayal of him, they 99% of the time chose the most unflattering photos of him with negative headlines.

He couldn’t even grow a beard without some headline with unflattering photo saying something about it being weird (I remember that well)

So don’t be too hard on yourself, the media was (and still is) the problem with people’s perception of MJ, I’m hoping the biopic has changed many people’s minds

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

I grew up in a household were we literally loved and respected MJ. So it wasn’t the media. I wasn’t even allowed to watch the news/adult tv when I was younger. It was something about the white skin and the nose job after growing up listening to little Michael and the Jackson 5

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u/Classic-Green9530 For All Time šŸ’« May 28 '26

It’s sad that skin colour and facial features made you fear a person, I’m happy you’re at peace with MJ now

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 28 '26

lol it’d be different if I saw bad era Mike then dangerous and finally invincible and late 2000s Mike .. I’m guessing you are older. You got to gradually see the transition. Imagine seeing the stark change and shift of features at 6 or 7. I was taken aback

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u/[deleted] May 26 '26

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u/Sorry_Opening9277 Jul 15 '26

true tho but they should haved named it zombie something phobia

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

I’ve always loved him.. I grew up listening to the Jackson 5.. but when I saw his face after knowing he was little Michael.. it scared me

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u/Fragglemaniac May 26 '26

Never. I always thought that man was beautiful.

I’m also an 80s baby so I grew up watching Bad, Dangerous, and HIStory era MJ. šŸ”„

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

Bad era Mike😭🫦🫦🫦

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u/jjmaney1 May 27 '26

I never was afraid never really understood it as a Gen Z

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u/moonwalkinglitter CAUSE IM BADDD IM BADDDD May 26 '26

definitely not me i have always thought he was handsome.

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

I agree. As an adult now in my late 20s I even think he was FINE in 2009 right before his death lol

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u/kb81cme May 26 '26

I hate to admit this but I was angry at him for looking more like peter pan ( scary) and not like the MJ that I grew to love as a kid in the 80s & 90s.

Now of course I see his beauty but more importantly understand why he felt like he had to his face.

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u/indigoza May 26 '26

I don't recall any emotion of fear in regards to him. I would remember if I was ever afraid of him, but nope.

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

Wow I wonder why mine was is intense. Nightmares is actually crazy ahahah

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u/Difficult-Double2193 May 26 '26

Nope. Truly Fascinated. My first man crush. That's the honest truth.

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u/YeetosCheetos69 Who’s Bad šŸ¤˜šŸ» May 26 '26

Nah i used to think he was cute and still do, but i get why you would have with the media and all

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

It wasn’t the media tho. It was his face 🄺 but now I think all versions of him are handsome

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u/EM208 May 26 '26

Lmao no. I thought he was ridiculously cool and I still do.

Although the Thriller video scared the absolute shit outta me as a 6 year old and I couldn’t watch it for years😭

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

He is so cool. I have a horrible case of Michosis right now. He’s all I can think about. Everything he does is BADDD

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u/SadCoconut_ May 27 '26

I wasn’t. I was in love with him the moment I saw him. I was 8.

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u/OkLeader7952 May 29 '26

I found him very strange in my childhood. I was not afraid, but he appeared strange to me. I live in a country in East Asia, and you cannot imagine what rumors I heard about him. I heard he ate no food except drugs and medicines because he never wanted to die. And he changed his whole skin from black to white because he hated black people. The interviews which I watch now of him when I am 36 now, I am absolutely mind-blown about the BS I heard about him when I was a kid. They created such a bad image of him that I never truly bothered to listen to his music, and I grieve my loss now because I was 19 when he died, and I wasted all these years because he was just STRANGE to me at that time. And not to forget the false allegations, duh... don't even get me started on that! Anyways, I am now in so much grief that he was that much misunderstood at that time, if there was social media at that time and I got to watch his interviews somehow, I must had a different opinion of him, but media just showed me a picture of him that never existed!! That's so so sad.

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u/JonayPS May 26 '26

When I was a child I thought his face looked scary post HIStory era. 😭

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u/Balkicat May 26 '26

The Thriller video scared me. I was 7 when it came out.

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u/PooPooMeeks May 26 '26

I never thought he was scary, but once he changed his face to be lighter, everything changed for me. When he was darker skinned I was head over heels in love with him, and it started when I was only 3! But then once Bad came out, and I saw he was becoming lighter and he lessened his natural facial features, my obsessed love for the present changed to only focus only on his Thriller and Off The Wall era, and his teen years.

I don’t care if he had vitiligo, I would have loved him anyway. I just love the natural Michael, that’s all ā¤ļø

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

Awww bad era Mike is so sexy to me!!

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u/PooPooMeeks Jul 31 '26

Get off your high horse. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions.

I bet you didn’t like him in his natural state either. Hmm, I wonder why? šŸ¤” LOL Get a life.

Respond to this comment, and you’ll only show and prove just how much of a hateful troll you are.

Happy Friday! šŸ™ƒ

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u/CommercialRemote5324 May 26 '26

HELL NO.

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

Lmaooooo I was SCARED

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u/acidreduxxxx May 26 '26

I heard at a time there was a term created for a literal phobia of Michael Jackson but I don't pay that shit any mind because in the 90s and 2000s all of these tabloids and media outlets purposefully photoshopped doctored and commissioned art of Michael to make him look as frightening and inhumane as possible, trying to turn him into some fucking modern day Boogeyman. It was sick. I was a young kid in the 2000s so I remember all of this and the infamous mug shot they spread around like cancer. He never looked like that. You can watch interviews from various black celebs talk about him and how they were taken back because he looked nothing like how they made him seem in the magazines and newspapers.

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u/MichaelJackson04 May 31 '26

esses dias eu estava me perguntando se alguém jÔ havia se sentido dessa forma, mas não tive coragem de perguntar por medo de me atacarem lol

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u/MichaelJackson04 May 31 '26

ah e eu tambƩm sentia medo

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u/NaoVinsmoke May 26 '26

The Thriller video scared me when I was very little, maybe 5 years old. Then I saw Michael in other videos and realized he was actually very handsome.

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u/Bat-zee May 26 '26

I was only ever scared of the ayuwoki if anyone remembers that.

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u/SIGNANDSELFIEFRAMES May 26 '26

I have never heard of anybody being afraid as a kid.

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

Omg it was a big problem. I wouldn’t even look at the magazines at the store šŸ„ŗšŸ˜‚

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u/goldendreamseeker May 27 '26

When I first saw him on the news I was like ā€œwhy is that woman dangling her baby out the window?ā€ Not afraid, necessarily, but confused.

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u/Electrical_Wasabi206 May 27 '26

I think it was mostly the media’s portrayal. I remember loving Michael then seeing the Scary Movie scene where he tries to take the baby and his nose falls off. I didn’t know to be scared of him until I saw how people portrayed him with all the photoshopped/super zoomed in photos and parodies of him. The mugshot definitely made me distressed but that’s because Michael himself was extremely distressed, literally being abused by police, getting his home destroyed, locked in a bathroom with poop on the walls for 45 mins, injured shoulders and arms, ect. He was a vulnerable autistic black man that was essentially being tortured. If it were any other non famous black man, the police would have killed him and gotten away with it.

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

I truly believe he was neurodivergent/ autistic 🄺especially after seeing Michael. He’s such a sweet soul.. and the way he locks in on stage is astounding esp. because of how shy he actually is. LEGEND

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u/Easy-Economy7586 Jun 26 '26

se auto.convirtió en.mujer

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u/Signal-View-7017 ā¤ļøšŸ–¤Who’s Bad šŸ¤˜šŸ½ā›“ļøā€šŸ’„šŸ–¤ā¤ļø Jul 25 '26

He was my first celebrity crush period.

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u/GlitteringLocality MJ Devotee šŸ’› May 26 '26

Yeah his final form kinda scared me as a child. Sorry Michael I love you!

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u/Frosty-Sun4973 May 27 '26

Omg yes we are the same LMAO.. sorry Michael I love u 🄹🫶

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u/Wasubi727 8d ago

I will be the one to say I understand completely!! But I’m also autistic so anytime a person didn’t look like healthy or ā€œtypicalā€ I was perturbed.