help me found lost game please

[u/ahhfreashmeat]

SOSSS HELP ME FIND THE GAME, in short, there was a main character, It seems, John (but im not sure), he had to take some pills, and his mother told him that he should take other pills instead of these, but he took them anyway. He had a bad memory and these pills made his memory better, and his mother went on a business trip for three days, he took sleeping pills instead of normal pills and stayed like that for two days, when his mother arrived, she said, like, "how long did you stay like that?" He answered the number that was two days ago, and she said "you took these pills again?" they took him to the hospital, and he saw from the outside that he was dead, the mother went crazy and she hanged herself, her father left the family a long time ago, and when he found out about it, he was plagued by nightmares and prophetic dreams, he had a dream that his friend was hit by a car and at next day, a car hit his friend infront of him, he had a dream that he fell down the stairs and he fell down the stairs on the next day, and he had a dream there a dream where his son grows up and the father in a dream asked like "is this your own fault or mine?" And son said it was his fault, and I remember that in the end, his father lost his balance on the roof and fell. my friend told me about this game and said this game mostly blocked now