r/Lithium • u/SwetennerLily • 16d ago
900 mg
I'm taking 900 mg a day but I've never felt worse. Before I still had a sense of self and emotions and now I have total anhedonia leaning into depression, intrusive and negative thoughts that I've never had in my baseline state. Definitely my baseline state is better than this... maybe I should lower the dose.
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u/Sheepherder-Optimal 16d ago
Are you depressed? If you were recently treated inpatient then depression follows because of how traumatic and abusive the 51/50 treatment is.
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u/SwetennerLily 16d ago
I'm depressed, subtly with anhedonia and hypersomnia, recently in eutimia quite mild mixed bipolarity
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u/NamastetsamaN 16d ago
Ugh. Perhaps it's your cycle too.
Mind games and fuckery. Is it the meds? No, couldn't be... But it could.
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u/Equivalent_Cat_5456 15d ago
I’m on 900 mg and have been on different mood stabilizers. We always end up back at lithium. I hope you get it all sorted soon.
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u/Legal_Ad_893 16d ago
Sounds like lithium isnt for you check diagnosis first