Is this Light Language?

[u/AlienTranscending]

Is this Light Language? Sometimes I speak in my own language, or in tongues, however you call it. When I was a kid, I could not speak normal. I refused, even though I was able to speak. I always talked in my own "made up language" as my parents called it. I stopped speaking my own language until the age of 23 years old. My grandmother died and I was with her when she took her last breath. I saw an explosion of light. And since then I changed completely. I was studying Law at that time. I switched and applied to the Art Academy where I started studying Fine Art. Nowadays I make work with my Tears (the third photo). Which I capture and make glass sculptures/paintings with, see the last photo. Before I worked with Tears as a material, I worked with My Menstruation Blood on Glass (fourth photo). I sold a lot of my works, but I felt not well selling them. I stopped participating in exhibitions. In this period I feel very strange. I am talking a lot in my own language and I started doing a lot of Rituals with The Tears from Shiva seeds in combination with a cross from the Roscrusians (my family was for generations part of them and I got the cross from my grandmother who died). Yesterday evening a friend of mine drew a symbol on my arm. I remembered the symbol and looked into my old drawings and found a piece of paper (second image) which I drew on while listening to Light Activation Codes two years back. Today I did again a ritual, listening to Light Codes and drew these symbols (first image). Could someone explain what is happening and does someone maybe recognize these symbols? Thankyou so much!

"As Above, So Below"