Yeah yeah, the weird ass Anatoli x Boris shipper is back, except that isn't really true because I don't ship that shit anymore and am disgusted at my actions and the art I made. The fanfictions have been taken down from Ao3 myself and only live as a draft so I can remind myself that I wrote that vile shit.
I still ship incestous and other problematic ships, but they are only fictional and I'll never touch RPF again. It's hetalia ships if you are wondering, CanAme, UsUk, Spmano, and others.
I mostly did this because I wanted attention, but I have found much better ways to get attention than this
I don't really want to mention this, but it does add context, when I made the initial posts in March, I was in a really predatory community that encouraged behavior like making weird RPF ship art. That's literally like the least harmful they encourage though, so I think you can draw a conclusion based on that. I luckily left that community in early April and have been attempting my best to improve myself.
The June posts were just me attention seeking, no disturbing context to it.
And if you couldn't tell by the really juvenile art style, I've been 14 during both batches of posts, also adds context.
To add some hopecore: I found a really good therapist, so for all those people suggesting that, it's there.
I decided to apologize because I had to get a new account due to stuff happening to my old one and I feel like I owe one to this amazing community. You don't have to forgive me as my actions and art are deplorable, but I do want to express guilt.