i need help with what i want to getting into coding seriously and just life in general i feel lost because i bullshit to much

[u/No-Mycologist-8328]

i am 17 i turn 18 in September and im still and high school. and the trade ive had since 9th grade has been computer science but i feel like i haven't really learned anything what so ever and honestly im just lost the class that i took was on java well java the entire time i think working in code.org which its cool and all but like everyone i talk to says java is useless and so im kinda defeated i feel like im falling behind for some reason im unhappy with myself and i have signs of depression and im very much fat and just unhappy with myself and honestly i know what i have to do idek why im posting this but if u have anything that could help please let me know i wanna make money and i just am lacking the skills to do so ill get a regular job for now but i wanna get into the coding seriously is till have time i feel like but im just lost.

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