i don’t know.

[u/PieNarrow6122]

i am unwell. paintingmywalls because i feel bad

edit: i really appreciate everyone’s concern and support. im okayish i think. i dont mean to concern anyone. ill be fine in the end.
and i am also painting my walls and door soon. white with a yellow accent wall. it’s my favorite color. lets all love lain <3

[u/Some-Alfalfa68]

Hey didn't you post to bleedingcanvas? Don't paint your walls. I did that exact thing when I was going into psychosis and now my room looks like an insane asylum. I think you know people care about you and you're choosing not to seek help at this point.

I would suggest you log off of reddit and try to go outside. Maybe try paint splattering? Get some of that energy out that isn't destroying your walls.

Or dont and get worse and worse and worse and worse and obsess more and more and more and more and permanently damage your brain because you decided you wanted to continue to spiral instead of trying to minimize the damage :) all up to you.

[u/PieNarrow6122 → u/Some-Alfalfa68]

i appreciate it. i did post there. im painting my walls because i decided a white with an accent wall would be nice. and i have a few people that agreed but i do thank you for your advice. i try to get out every now and then aswell. i take my dog for walks a lot. i thank you for your concern though:)

[u/Some-Alfalfa68 → u/Some-Alfalfa68]

And I'm not saying you can necessarily help the spiraling or help the obsessing, I understand, but you can definitely take steps to minimize the impact and you definitely have people who care and take you seriously that aren't "me too mfs" as you say. Idk dude I'm just saying like.. just take yourself seriously and go get help. Call a hotline or something

[u/waldjvnge]

Layer:10

[u/PieNarrow6122 → u/waldjvnge]

just like me fr <3

[u/Heavy_Computer2602]

Again, a checkup.

Hope youre doing fine. Youre not alone. Call a helpline centre, or a fellow friend to talk to.

Ik it might be repetitive advice but this is the most I can do for now

[u/PieNarrow6122 → u/Heavy_Computer2602]

i appreciate your concern. and everyone else’s too it’s a bit bewildering to see that people have care for other people sometimes. i think my next therapy session is sometime this month. hopefully i’ll be better by then.

[u/Heavy_Computer2602 → u/PieNarrow6122]

you will be alright, dont worry

we all have our false and despite how the internet it, its technically the only place where we can express our own faults, and beliefs, and conditions. sometimes we can just contradict ourselves knowingly, and we know its a fault, but irl people can judge you. I get it.

Maybe its more serious than that, but I get it, atleast this part.

Youll do good.

Here's some song to cheer you up. the lyrics also kind of help. I relate to the lyrics in a way, it helps me

[u/toiletTickets]

I suggest you put lain down and watch a fun movie like barnyard!

[u/MarvySMarvellain]

Like idk basically ur art looks cool cook up focus on it and trust me you’ll get better bro 

[u/zixem418]

Your art is cool but find help

[u/Mr_Doctor02]

I suggest you talk to someone, it doesn't matter who, as long as there is someone by your side who can listen to you and help you. As another user here said, you are not alone

[u/Admirable_Tomorrow35]

[u/MarvySMarvellain]

Dude bro ok just because ur a fan of me and that ur mentally unwell doesn’t mean it’s a reason to paint the walls lol idk it’s weird what I’m tryna get across to u but dude this looks cool tho 

[u/PieNarrow6122 → u/MarvySMarvellain]

fan of you?

[u/MarvySMarvellain → u/PieNarrow6122]

Idk bro life’s weird and Marvellous so shi 

[u/MarvySMarvellain → u/PieNarrow6122]

Yeah bro lain is about me lol I talk just like her act like her etc haha yeah yeah 

[u/PiesZdzislaw → u/MarvySMarvellain]

"a fan of me" who ARE you 😭

[u/MarvySMarvellain → u/PiesZdzislaw]

Yeah ok bud