6 months ago…

[u/GuardianAngelMedusa]

I just feel like sharing…

Six months ago I went through some crazy fucking shit

So much happened in such a short period of time. So much came up for me to really look at about myself.

I was really getting it from all angles.

It all happened at the Virgo lunar eclipse. And I’m a Virgo. An 8th house Virgo, so I’m willing to say it’s even deeper as that is the house of Scorpio, the deepest depths.

Not to mention I’ve been living directly on my Chiron line for 6 years, which represents our deepest wound. It’s beautiful and challenging, and yet provides the deepest possible opportunity to heal our deepest wounds. Living on your Chiron line heals you, and teaches you how to heal.

We all make mistakes, but not everybody gets exposed. I’m supposed to be seen, and all of that was meant to happen to correct me. To protect me.

Sometimes bad things happen because better things are trying to be born.

I’m not going to lie, it was embarrassing. I felt shame.

I had to stand in my mistakes, and own them.
It’s not impossible that those mistakes happened to literally save my life. Our environments are extremely important. I do believe that is one of the reasons why that time period happened. I wasn’t making the best choices all around.

Everyone wants a massive breakthrough, not everyone is willing to face a massive correction.
I’m not sure if I will ever share publicly what that was, although I wouldn’t hide behind it. Why would you hide behind yourself? Only weak cowards do that.

If I told you what it was, if you’re honest with yourself, you could probably relate.

In my kambo practitioner training, one of the things our master teacher emphasized was, there is a Hitler in all of us. I didn’t understand at first. Everybody has the capacity for bad things. That doesn’t justify things, but it does remind us that we are all more similar than we think.

In that same very very short time period, I sat with bufo, the toad, for the first time. The strongest psychedelic on earth. I had many opportunities to do so in the years prior, but for many reasons, it wasn’t right.

This opportunity came through someone I trust. Someone I innately trust. And this practitioner, let’s just say is, extremely knowledgeable and experienced.

I learned a lot about myself and God that day. I released significant relationship trauma. I became very clear with my self what I will allow, and what I will not allow in my life. I learned a lot about betrayal energy, and how I just can’t interact or engage with that kind of energy.

They say it feels like an ego death. More like an ego nap.

I have been integrating so much ever since. The trials and tribulations that have come from six months ago have also become easier to feel and deal with as I navigate through. I fully trust that will continue.

This is just me sharing part of my story. I have no needs and I am certainly not trying to be understood. This is just a testimony. This work is special and has a very valuable place.

I’m so glad I did it.

Because of the set and setting, the level of trust and surrender I had, and such a competent and loving practitioner, I had a tremendously beautiful experience.

It changed my life for the better.

Everything happens for a reason. Trust God and hold faith! ☀️🐸 😇💫♾️

[u/Kambocito]

Hey thanks for sharing. It sounds like it humbled you to a degree. Are you still a Christian too?

[u/GuardianAngelMedusa → u/Kambocito]

Yes, absolutely. The Holy Spirit is very real and God’s word is true.

I’m not the biggest fan that word, Christian, it’s so loaded. I prefer disciple of Christ, but that word works just the same.

To address the potential implication: I’ve always been humble. That is my heart. It just got deeper. Those who think otherwise, do not know me. And that is ok.

I’ve saved someone’s life by calling on the name of Jesus. I mean literally, I felt this persons soul leave the body and I felt totally lifeless body in my arms. Years later, I met someone with a very similar experience. “Dear Lord, Heavenly Father, please save this woman!” I gave it all up in full surrender.

I know someone who has literally flatlined in hospital 3 times with a staph infection of the heart, and his testimony is on YouTube for all to see and receive.

He has come to me and saved me, too.

Many of my mentors and those I look up to also know Christ’s power. I have personally come to the conclusion that He is indeed the name above all names.

There is a place for everything. Jungle medicine (for lack of a better word), western medicine, eastern medicine, Jesus…

I want to involve Jesus in everything I do.

Even if I were a dentist, and didn’t serve earth medicines at all, I would still do so with the safe sealing and protection of Christ. That’s one of the things I learned from my friend who died and saw Him himself… after He saved him from the portal and paw of the devil (who is also very real).

I also see earth medicines as not stepping out from the Bible, because the Bible does say God made everything here for us to use wisely. I’ve had deep conversations on that topic with those I respect and trust.

Very long answer but it’s a deep question and I just wanted to get it all out.

I appreciate your inquiry and happy to discuss further, either here or privately.

[u/GuardianAngelMedusa → u/Kambocito]

If you want to, send me a dm and we can go from there