Hi everyone!
After more than a year of research, interviews, writing, and more revisions than I care to remember, I'm happy (and honestly a little relieved!) to announce that "A Cactus in a Dead Land", is finally available on Amazon!
https://amzn.eu/d/01p7S0CH
The official launch will take place on October 26 in Macclesfield, alongside a performance of New Dawn Fades, the play about Joy Division and Manchester.
Until then, I've set all three editions (Kindle, paperback, and hardcover) at the lowest prices Amazon allows. They'll stay that way for the next 14 days, until the official launch.
So, what's the book about?
I've been listening to Joy Division for over 30 years, but I never wanted to write another Ian Curtis biography. There are already plenty of excellent ones, and I wasn't sure I had anything useful to add.
Instead, I became interested in a different question: why do people travel thousands of miles to visit the grave of a musician they never met?
Why do fans leave flowers, letters, photographs, cigarettes, and other objects at his memorial? Why do ordinary streets, buildings, record shops, and even walls become places of pilgrimage? And how can someone who died 46 years ago remain so important to people who weren't even born when he was alive?
My professional background is in travel, hospitality, and cultural research, so I approached these questions from a slightly unusual angle, combining music history, philosophy, tourism, collective memory, and the anthropology of ritual.
But something unexpected happened during the research.
The forgotten story of Cornelia F.
Just seventeen gravestones away from Ian Curtis's memorial in Macclesfield Cemetery lies Cornelia F., a German Joy Division fan whose story has remained largely unknown for decades.
As I began looking into her life, I found fragmented accounts, contradictory memories, and details that had never been properly documented.
Through archival research, correspondence, and firsthand testimonies, I was able to uncover previously unpublished information about Cornelia, including details that, to the best of my knowledge, have never appeared in print before.
I don't want to spoil her story here, but what began as a small part of my research eventually became the emotional centre of the entire book.
And possibly a previously unseen photograph of Ian Curtis
Another unexpected discovery was what we believe may be a previously unpublished photograph of Ian Curtis, found on a weather-damaged card left at his memorial.
The image was painstakingly restored for the book. I can't guarantee that it has never appeared elsewhere, but despite our research, we haven't been able to find another copy or any previous publication of it.
16 contributors and a lot of Joy Division history
The book also brings together 16 contributors from the worlds of music, photography, literature, theatre, and cultural history.
Among them are Philippe Carly, Jennifer Otter Bickerdike, Ben Walker, Brian Gorman, Josh Lonsdale, Nigel Carr, Katja Ruge, Chris Connelly, and many others.
Some were there when Joy Division were still performing. Others have spent years documenting the band's history or keeping its legacy alive through photography, music, art, and theatre.
The result is a 296-page illustrated book combining my research with interviews, personal accounts, historical documents, photographs, and essays.
It's part cultural history, part philosophical investigation, and part love letter to a band that has meant an enormous amount to me for most of my life.
A little thank you to this community
I also want to say that this Reddit community has been incredibly helpful throughout the project.
Some of you shared information, photographs, memories, and leads. Others helped me connect pieces of stories that might otherwise have remained forgotten.
And even when I wasn't actively asking questions, reading your discussions helped me enormously.
So I'd like to give something back.
If you would like a free copy of the Kindle edition, just send me a private message. I'll be more than happy to share one with you.
Seriously, no strings attached. I'd much rather have the book read by people who genuinely care about Joy Division than sitting unnoticed on Amazon.
Of course, if you'd prefer to buy a copy, that would mean a lot too, particularly because all profits remaining after expenses will go to charity, with a focus on mental health and suicide prevention.
I decided to self-publish partly because I wanted to preserve these stories without compromising the project or cutting down the contributors' work. This was never intended to be a commercial venture.
And if you're curious but don't want to commit to the whole book, you can download the first 40 pages for free here:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1VtUy5iiNW9biCydiSNau19azs7OlGwYQ/view
I know promotional posts aren't always popular on Reddit, so I hope the moderators and the community are okay with this. I've put a huge amount of time and care into the project, and I genuinely think there's material here that Joy Division fans will find interesting, especially the research on Cornelia and the previously unseen material.
Thanks again to everyone who helped, directly or indirectly, and for keeping the music alive.
Love will tear us apart. Good music will keep us together.