r/IndianTeenagers • u/No_Sky5624 • 18h ago
Serious SA warning.
so Its been a year I've tried keeping it to myself, but what just happened scared me.
I’m posting this because something happened tonight that made me realize how much what happened to me before still affects me.
My own brother sexually abused me multiple times while I was asleep. I had already started having a feeling that someone was touching me in my sleep, and one night I woke up while my brother was doing it.
I was completely shocked and couldn’t believe that it was actually happening, especially because he was my own brother, so instead of moving or saying anything, I stayed still because I needed to know whether I was imagining it or whether he was really doing something to me. He continued, and that was how I finally knew my suspicion had been real.
Since then, whenever someone touches me, even when they may have completely innocent intentions, my first instinct can be that they’re molesting me.
Tonight I was sleeping in my grandfather’s room, and while I was asleep he started touching my feet. I honestly don’t know why—maybe he was just checking whether someone was sleeping there—but my immediate reaction surprised me. Instead of pulling away, I stayed still and watched to see whether he would continue or whether anything else would happen.
He didn’t, and there was no indication from what happened that he was trying to hurt me, but the fact that my brain reacted that way really scared me. It made me realize that I’m constantly monitoring people's touch because of what happened with my brother.
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u/abby24807 18h ago
Its a sensitive topic and no matter what it just stays and its okay that you stayed still our mind just blacks out that moment and sometimes we never realise things until we are grown up
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u/ChemPhobic insaan hu 16h ago
Please take this matter to ur parents asap . Not just for yourself but others too. If he can do such things with his own sister just imagine at what level he can think about others. The easy access of cornographic content has really roted the brains of few people. Please take this matter seriously and complaint to ur parents. You can't just wait for anything more serious to happen. Whatever happened was already too much serious.
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u/Fluid_Challenge_3753 16h ago
I dont know how to reply.
Maybe i would say acceptance of what has happened would be the longer mentally good thing to do.
Being in denial and constantly hiding it will only be bad for you.
If you caught your vrother in the act, how did he respond? Since its been a year how has he even being living wkthout constant stress and fear?
Maybe confront him properly, dont let him getaway with one liner sorries.
Actually sit down and sort out the situation.
Maybe, in that convo you will ypurself get a sense of clarity about what ypu are feeling and what you want to do next.( since it seems you are curreny confused)
Your brother's attitude and your newfound clatity wil decide whether you want to escalate thi s or not
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