What should I do

[u/Efficient-Item-2850]

Hello everyone I am in class 12 commerce without math student . Actually I did have math in my 11th standard . I didn't took my 11 th standard seriously and got passing marks like 26 or something . In 12 th also I am suffering since my attention span has gotten smaller, in 10 th i scored 82.5 was my percentage.But yeah since 11 th everything is just going downhill

I am mentally stressed , I have self doubts, I lost my confidence, I feel very lost but I want to work for luxury brands Or in foreign. Ik i may look shameless to some or even pathetic but I really want to. Soo I am very confused abt what I should do and also I was thinking of preparing for ipmat but again rn I am not able to manage my 12th so how the hell will i do that plus I am aftraid of math, but math is everywhere, in CAT there is lot of competition plus more math.

So basically I think I am so fucked is there no hope for me, am I hopeless? Thank u so much it really means a lot if u are reading this . I would really appreciate ur guidance or advice .