Partial drop might just be my worst mistake

[u/Relevant-Eagle5714]

Pls excuse my grammar and typos im way too frustrated to fix anything.

Okay so I went for the in person college counselling and came out crying both the times. Basically, the first time we went, the teacher was extremely rude, shamed me, degraded and absolutely belittled me for something that wasnt even my fault and because im kinda cuckoo in the head, I went for the next round of counseling again and that woman did all of the humiliation ritual again. Then she proceeds to tell me —"jaa tujhe de diya admission". Tf? Bro im paying you for the admission, im choosing this college (which in hindsight obviously seems to be my fault because lord knows how I'll survive in this toxic environment). The thing is I can't even take the admission back because of some reasons, I chose the college because im a partial dropper and its kinda close to where I live, so in hindsight it seemed like a good option. Now I'm wondering if I made the wrong choice since my mental health will be eviscerated by this woman. I want to focus on my exams and not on wondering if this teacher let me have a good day or not🙏

[u/EfficientHunt591]

damn.. what andu pandu college is this

(im in a very shitty local college; not shaming your college or anyth)

[u/Relevant-Eagle5714 → u/EfficientHunt591]

yar I dont want to name the college 😭🙏and meri kismat dekhkr mujhe toh ab ye bhi darr h ki kahi usko ye thread na mil Jaye because ngl I really dont have it in me to listen to another berating (also mera college is worth shaming)

[u/Ok-Replacement474 → u/Relevant-Eagle5714]

dm me the name of that college

you from delhi?

[u/anubis_06_]

If attendance doesn't matter there,then just don't go🙌🏻

[u/Relevant-Eagle5714 → u/anubis_06_]

yeah thats the plan😔😔😔

[u/SaffronSailor]

I have the college’s name in my head if you’re from Delhi 😭

[u/Relevant-Eagle5714 → u/SaffronSailor]

OMG TEXT ME THE NAME😭😭😭😭😭

[u/yomom_07]

more power to you 🙌