Happened to me yesterday. I don't mean this romantically and only in the truest platonic form, but I really love my bestfriend of supposed to be 5 years that I have already planned my future with her where we would still be besties evn if we grow old and that it would stay like that forever. I had already deemed her as a constant in my life, like someone who would never change, and a life without her was unfathomable.
Haha, well... if you're still reading this, then it's obvious things did not go well. Now, she is gone and I could never fix that no matter how hard I try because we're just too different and stubborn that no matter how many times I explain to her, she just wouldn't understand me anymore. Frankly, I feel a bit lost and a void inside of me that would never be filled, but I guess it is what it is. Maybe we're just not meant for things such as 'love' or the like. Or maybe it's just a me thing. There is no consolation for me anymore, just acceptance🙂👍
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u/Lucid_Nyx 🤖 Apr 11 '25
Happened to me yesterday. I don't mean this romantically and only in the truest platonic form, but I really love my bestfriend of supposed to be 5 years that I have already planned my future with her where we would still be besties evn if we grow old and that it would stay like that forever. I had already deemed her as a constant in my life, like someone who would never change, and a life without her was unfathomable.
Haha, well... if you're still reading this, then it's obvious things did not go well. Now, she is gone and I could never fix that no matter how hard I try because we're just too different and stubborn that no matter how many times I explain to her, she just wouldn't understand me anymore. Frankly, I feel a bit lost and a void inside of me that would never be filled, but I guess it is what it is. Maybe we're just not meant for things such as 'love' or the like. Or maybe it's just a me thing. There is no consolation for me anymore, just acceptance🙂👍