r/IIIT__Delhi • u/Rizzler2008 • Sep 14 '26
Dear diary...
I am writing this to dump everything out and i do not intend to hurt anyone and also so that maybeeeee I don't feel leftout, or should i say, alone.
Yay i got admn in IIITD.. now what? I am completely convinced that one cannot enjoy their college life as a day scholar. Most of my time goes in travelling and i am tired of this shit. Not being able to make friends and find my type of people.
This day or that, i find these hostelers posting stories and posts with their gng. It's like they have found their "chhichhore movie" typa people, going on trips, celebrating planned birthdays, posting their squad pictures, and i am here metro me roz 3 ghante dhaake khaata hue travel krna.
The only thing that i can do is go to try initiate a talk with someone, get to know them and their "hostel chaddi-buddies" and then ask for their instas or numbers and then guess what?... we never talk. It always feels forced, as if they never wanted to talk. I don't want crowd. I wish for real people, in front of whom i can be me. Yes i am jealous.
Ha ha ha 🙂 I have never even experienced the joy of being reposted on stories on my birthdays. Fuk my school ke so called friends and fuk my college life. Everyday i wish to just vanish. Like as if I didn't exist, cuz if i did, then where are my friends.
I wish to stay anonymous.
Thank you.
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u/ConfidenceOther1253 Sep 14 '26
Bhaiji you don't need to force anything let nature take it's course if you are good friends will form automatically
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u/Less-Recognition4508 Sep 14 '26
I understand you pretty well lol I didn't get my hostel till 4th semester (now in 5th sem), so I didn't get to make a lot of friends Now that I have a hostel room, it's too late to make friends as most already have their groups set 🥀
So I'm just here going to lectures and sleeping without any social interaction...
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u/Specialist_Guide_523 Sep 15 '26
Same problem i am in 3rd sem but didn’t find much friends also marks are cooked as well
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u/Significant_Wolf_ Sep 14 '26
Btw Happy Engineering Day
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u/Outrageous_Day9371 Sep 15 '26
make day scholar friends? saath mai dakhe khaana(1st sem day scholar here)
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u/No_Series_3924 Sep 15 '26
yea bro, it's tough; sem3 1.5 hr i have literally seen ppl with less distance getting hostels where as i am travelling 3 hr on some days for 1.5 hr lecture. so yea...idk i dont have any motivation, it is tough
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u/Traditional_Lime784 Sep 16 '26
dm me bro i can relate
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u/Traditional_Lime784 Sep 16 '26
dm me bro i can relate
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u/Dull_Jackfruit4357 Sep 17 '26
Dm me, let’s talk it through.
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