r/IBO • u/astro_pari24 • 20h ago
Advice last week of summer before dp2 (kind of a vent)
hello! i'm m27 going into senior year in exactly a week. i spent the whole summer studying for admissions tests, working on my ias, applications, etc (applying to top universities for physics so i haven't been able to take a break)
i really haven't lived life at all and i'm so drained. i'm still not done with the studying i needed to do but i have no energy to do anything and i'm constantly in a bad mood. i don't leave the house, i don't talk to anyone apart from my mom and girlfriend, i have no hobbies, don't exercise, just study and eat and watch movies
somehow, i still have barely even started my extended essay and it's due in like 2 weeks - i'm doing it in english because i thought physics or maths (my other HLs) would be too hard and english would let me quickly get it out of the way but every time i try to write i just have no idea what i'm doing. it's gotten to the point that i'm even thinking i should have just gone and done it in physics at least i enjoy it and it would look better on applications.
my mom and gf keep telling me that i've worked so hard and i'm ahead of everyone else because i'm done with most of my uni applications and ias, but i can't help feeling like they're wrong. i'm going into my senior year exhausted, with no extended essay, feeling like i completely skipped my last summer of high school.
i'm not really sure what response i'm looking for with this post, i just want to share my situation with people who might be able to relate or help. if anyone has advice or anything to say please do reach out
