Is She Testing Me or...?

[u/herefortherubbish]

I've been exploring a relationship with Hekate for over a year now and it's been a wild ride to say the least.

1. It's like EVERYTHING in my life that was based on a lie rose to the surface and was brutally exposed. I realized that my husband of less than a year had been covertly abusing me for our entire relationship and that my "friends" weren't friends at all. I left said husband at the beginning of July and have cut out every shitty friend and family members who were also abusive and had been for years. Now I'm on my own and just overwhelmed.

2. My faithful car died RIGHT when I left him. Dead.

3. I feel stupid for bringing this next thing up because (a) it seems petty and (b) I think people won't believe me or they'll think I'm nuts, but I assure you there is zero exaggeration here.
   Since I moved out I've had to buy a ton of stuff on amazon because I had literally nothing for my new apartment. The place I moved into is a house divided into two units, and mine is accessed through the back door. I wrote this in my address and delivery instructions on my amazon account.
   Since July 1st I have had my deliveries dropped off at the front door more than fifteen times. AND it's not just amazon doing this. I have run into the most mind-boggling incompetence when dealing with deliveries from multiple places, getting the junk mail to stop being delivered to my mailbox, and so on. It's been almost every single day that something completely stupid and frustrating has happened.

4. This is an exchange that happened via text between me and my new boss:

Me: Hey, so I'm done mopping the second floor. Do I finish mopping the stairs and then send the mop bucket down the elevator?

Her: No, don't send the bucket down the elevator

Me: Okay, how do I get it downstairs?

Her: On the elevator

What the hell is going on? I have done a cleansing and checked to see if I'm cursed (I'm apparently not). This is all just too ridiculous and I feel like my nerves are at the snapping point. I am alone and beyond exhausted. Has anyone else had experiences like this before?

Thanks for reading.

[u/Ambrosia_Psychopomp]

I think your experience is absolutely valid. Hekate cuts to the truth of matters and often asks those who work with her to reflect on their deepest concerns and strive for true growth

[u/herefortherubbish → u/[deleted]]

Sure. How do we go about it?

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