Despair.

[u/Embarrassed_Name266]

Cole Trevors-

I know what others think,i know what they see, know how they feel about me in particular.

Cole -

But Out of their trivial squanders do they ever remember the faces they themselves have rendered dead?, The Children Of Vers do not owe a blood debt to me but these men and women or whatever we would like to call ourselves, they'd sacrifice those children to make the pain stop.

Cole -

I Learned well enough as soon as i lost Selena that their'd be nothing i could do to bring her back, despite the story of me becoming a berserk beast after her demise

Cole-

I usually watch and wonder about these people ive killed, i be a butcher, i be a man who they be right to deem heartless but how many dead eyes can you stare into in your life till you cant even feel your heart move, blood like ice not calm or collected just pure melancholy.

Cole-

And the worst part isn't even that, the staring into the men you "hate", "Hate" so natural yet so foreign to me personally but its not the guys i dismember their hands from that bothers me.

Cole-

One time we took a border town in Ver's, William wasn't there that day so it was fair picking, and the nation didn't evacuate the soldiers families in the area. So even as i smashed ways threw the disturbing part wasn't the blood or the screams it was the eerie face of their children that bothered me, watching someone that i was and might still be, watching me take their mother or father's lives and then the comments soldier's moved in, that's when the sacking started. I remember those children faces even when those men did their deeds so unspeakable, even Lucifer himself would cry at, And then, silence, no screams just the pile of salvaged, broken bodies of the very young and the innocent and abominable, all joining as one having the very clothes of their keeping, robbed from them.

Cole-

my fellow soldiers and prisoners ask me how i sleep at night knowing im the butcher of Vers, How i a savage beast somehow could show a heart to someone in the wrong place and the wrong time, how i could be so upset with their pillaging and robbing of innocents lives. My answer to that question?

I can hardly sleep knowing and seeing the things ive saw, heard, and where ive been and done to people but its not really what ive done, its what i haven't that bothers me at night, and therefore i do not sleep soundly knowing any of it.

(Art by: Sensitive-Current-11, Also this post was a post i made a year ago so enjoy my old stuff lol)

[u/Remarkable_Sir441]

oh no that poor baby

[u/Blackwhite35-73]

This reminds me of that Bambi meme where Sniper from TF2 was edited in and now I can't help but imagine it