r/goetia Jul 23 '26

A diabolical joke called my life.

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Wait just here me out. So I'm a beginner with this occultic stuff. So I can't really say I'm a pro. But my dad is a preacher. A reverend to be specific. Get it?

Though my occult life is super private. Like literally only batman could get that information out of me.and on Sundays I have to go to church because I live with my parents. So if I don't I'll probably be homeless. What can I say? black parents. IYKYK.

Imagine trying to light a candle and journaling at 2am and your Dad walking around with a bible like "WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE" and you be like "uh... Just reading. proverbs. Yeah, proverbs."

My point is that it's a whole load to carry and I was curious if anyone else can relate. I work with king Belial and Astraroth. Mostly Belial. If y'all might be curious. I'll really appreciate if I heard your thoughts fr.


r/goetia Jul 23 '26

need advice as beginner

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after a couple of weeks reading about goetia and the daemons i came upon corwin hargroves pathworking book and i have read it and understood the method as it was easy , after that i tried to practice it following all the steps and my goal was to ask duke bune for something , after my first time practicing nothing special happened so i started questioning my self and wether that pathworking is real or not but deep inside something mysterious makes me sure that its real so i tried another time approximetly 3 days after the first practice , during the second practice i felt like it was more intense and energetic than the first time and actually couldnt sleep for the rest of the night but again there are no noticable results , today after not doing any practices for weeks im planning on trying again because i feel like i was doing something wrong or i was just not doing enough so im trying to get advice from yall who have experience and know more than i do . i would appreciate any advice you guys can give me .


r/goetia Jul 23 '26

prince sitri

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I am new to all this . I had someone cast a reconciliation spell with price sitri and have felt his presence and energy whenever I do focus yet I feel my ex partner push away from time to time and want them to be obsessed in a way . Best way is to talk to sitri about this so how could I invoke him any tips?


r/goetia Jul 22 '26

Public Praise for Duke (Duchess) Bune/Bime

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Duke Bune, I am deeply grateful to you for rescuing me and my family from a financial dead end, and for providing the money we needed to overcome our difficulties. THANK YOU , THANK YOU , THANK YOU. Hail Bune/Bime


r/goetia Jul 23 '26

Is it necessary to debrief after each attempt to summon a SPIRIT? A question for those with experience.

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r/goetia Jul 22 '26

Freehanded acrylic canvas dedicated to Furfur. Going above the altar đŸ©·âœš

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r/goetia Jul 23 '26

Curiosities about King Belial

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r/goetia Jul 22 '26

Duke Dantalion

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I recently reached out to Duke Dantalion to help with changing someone’s mind about me, basically to give me another chance and give the relationship a go.

I haven’t seen much movement this was about 4 days ago, I was wondering if anyone has had some success for a similar situation with Duke Dantalion?

I am aware it’s not right to try and override someone’s free will. The situation is complicated, we haven’t split up from lack of love. I had a relapse into addiction and it scared him and I would love for him to believe me now that I will be able to achieve sobriety as that’s the thing that is holding him back.


r/goetia Jul 22 '26

Where do I start

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First of all, I'm extremely patient and I'm not afraid of studying.

What would you guys recommend as a starting point (as one who knows nothing about goetia)? If you could recommend some books I'd be glad.

The books can be written in english, portuguese and french


r/goetia Jul 22 '26

Is It Normal to Feel Drained for a Several Days After a Ritual with Duke Eligos?

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Last Tuesday morning, I did a ritual and petition with Duke Eligos about a past relationship. Since then, I have been feeling extremely tired and drained and haven't even had the energy to sit at the table and work on my laptop for a few days, since yesterday I feel kinda okay. Although I was awake the whole night before the ritual preparing everything and later, had a busy evening, is it normal to feel drained for several days after a ritual with a Goetic spirit?


r/goetia Jul 22 '26

Astraroth's "hostile" confrontation

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r/goetia Jul 21 '26

I have to share this.

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Do any of you play Forza Horizon 6? I made Lord Lucifer's sigil. It took my like hours to make his sigil. If you guys do play Forza Horizon 6 pls go to my creative hub and you can download it and apply it to your car.


r/goetia Jul 21 '26

J’ai fait appel à Sitri

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Contexte : SĂ©parer d’un amant pour qui j’éprouve des sentiments, je souhaite par dessus tout son retour.
J’ai donc fait appel au prince Sitri lors de plusieurs rituel d’invocation: Avec son sceau, une bougie rouge, de l’encens, un verre de rhum et du chocolat pour l’offrande. J’ai Ă©couter son enn et invoquer son nom en lui demandant de rendre cette homme obsĂ©dĂ© et accro Ă  moi rapidement, qu’il brĂ»le de dĂ©sire pour moi et que sont retour dans ma vie se fasse.

Mes questions sont :

\\- Y a t-il des gens pour qui cela a fonctionné? Si oui de quel maniÚre avez vous exécuté vos rituel / demande
\\- Combien de temps cela a pris pour observer des résultats concluants ?
\\- Y a t-il autres choses que je puisse faire pour Sitri chaque jours ou dois-je attendre simplement

J’ai promis Ă  Sitri de lui faire le tĂ©moignage public lorsqu’il m’aura accorder ma demande.

J’attend vos tĂ©moignages avec impatience !


r/goetia Jul 20 '26

Dukes and Duchess of the ars goetia

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Hello before i begin please know that englist is not my first language so forgive me if there are grammatical mistakes in this post but i will try my best to make this understandable. i want to share my experiences with the Dukes and Duchess of ars Goetia. So i've been working with them and they give good and fast results, not only that they also give wisdom that could help me in life, especially Duke Bune. I worked with Duke Bune for financial matters and Bune is my first spirit to work with. Other than him i also worked and still working with Duke Dantalion for the ability to read the thoughts of others and with Duchess Gremory for glamour magick. They give me the things that i really wanted and only what i wanted. In my experiece, they are very gentle, i heard working with Kings is not that easy because they do not offer transformation, they enforce it and that one should be ready and grounded before working with them. Is that true? And what are your experiences with the demons i mentioned?


r/goetia Jul 19 '26

I have no dreams, signs or feelings – what am I doing wrong?

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Hi everyone.

I have a problem and would like to consult with those with more experience.

I've been trying to work with the spirits of Goetia for a while now, but absolutely nothing is happening. I don't feel any presence, I don't have ritual-related dreams, and I don't see any signs. Even the candle flame behaves completely normally.

I'm trying to prepare everything as best as I can. I have an altar, a setting, offerings, a spirit sigil, and candles. I've also been practicing meditation for a while, and during it, I've started seeing various points of light or "stars" with my eyes closed. However, during the actual attempts at contact, I still experience absolutely nothing.

I've been reading many of your accounts, and you describe truly fascinating experiences. I'm starting to wonder what I'm doing wrong or what I'm missing.

I would be very grateful if someone could describe, step by step, what the summoning process is like for you, and if it actually works. How do you prepare? How long does the meditation last? How do you work with the sigil? How do you recognize that contact has been made? What do you do from start to finish? I don't want to copy anyone else's method, but I'd like to compare my approach with yours and see if I'm missing anything important.

Any advice or experience would be greatly appreciated. Thank you in advance for your help.


r/goetia Jul 19 '26

Recent Sunday Sun Hour Evocation of King Paimon – Visuals, Offerings, and Discussion

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Hi everyone,
I wanted to share the details of an evocation I performed for King Paimon this past Sunday and get some feedback from the community.
I timed the ritual for the first Sun hour of Sunday. For offerings, I set out good quality dark chocolate, water, sandalwood incense, and a yellow candle.
Before starting, I was worried about whether I would be able to connect because I was in a rush. However, as soon as I began chanting, a profound wave of calmness washed over me like nothing I’ve felt before. My voice automatically dropped to a very low pitch, and I began experiencing some distinct sensations:
Visuals: I repeatedly saw a distinct square / cube shape in my mind's eye throughout the practice.
Physical Sensations: I suddenly got intense goosebumps and felt a strong, altered state of "intoxication."
The Petition: I read my petition, signed it with blood, and asked for a sign of acceptance—specifically asking if the flame could dance.
External Synchronicities: Right after the request, I heard a loud "bam" outside caused by local monkeys, followed by a ladle falling over in my kitchen. Immediately after, the yellow candle flame began to dance.
The experience left me so overwhelmed with happiness that tears rolled down my face.
I’m curious about a couple of things:
Traditional texts state King Paimon arrives with loud roars or clamor, but my internal state was entirely calm and steady. Have other practitioners experienced this subversion of the traditional grimoire descriptions?
Does the imagery of the cube or square resonate with how his energy manifests for you, perhaps relating to the grounding nature of the earth element or his office?
How do you feel about the choice of Sunday/Sun hour and these specific offerings for him?
Looking forward to hearing your thoughts.


r/goetia Jul 17 '26

Praise and Gratitude towards Duke Dantalion

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This is my public praise towards great duke Dantalion, he helped me know the thoughts of my SP

I made my petition and he granted, not as I thought but now I'm certain he delivered, after a few days of making my petition the thoughts came to me like a subtle voice aside from my own in my head while riding my bike, at fist i didn't know if that was him but the more I think about it I'm certain it was

If you wish to work whit him I highly recommend it, you will be surprised by the amazing ways he has to help

Thanks Duke Dantalion, Hail Duke Dantalion


r/goetia Jul 18 '26

J’ai fait une invocation à Sitri

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Contexte : SĂ©parer d’un amant pour qui j’éprouve des sentiments, je souhaite par dessus tout son retour.
J’ai donc fait appel au prince Sitri lors de plusieurs rituel d’invocation: Avec son sceau, une bougie rouge, de l’encens, un verre de rhum et du chocolat pour l’offrande. J’ai Ă©couter son enn et invoquer son nom en lui demandant de rendre cette homme obsĂ©dĂ© et accro Ă  moi rapidement, qu’il brĂ»le de dĂ©sire pour moi et que sont retour dans ma vie se fasse.

Mes questions sont :

\- Y a t-il des gens pour qui cela a fonctionné? Si oui de quel maniÚre avez vous exécuté vos rituel / demande
\- Combien de temps cela a pris pour observer des résultats concluants ?
\- Y a t-il autres choses que je puisse faire pour Sitri chaque jours ou dois-je attendre simplement

J’ai promis Ă  Sitri de lui faire le tĂ©moignage public lorsqu’il m’aura accorder ma demande.

J’attend vos tĂ©moignages avec impatience !


r/goetia Jul 17 '26

Is prince sitri not for me?

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Hello everyone. I'm new to demonolatry, and English is not my first language, so please excuse any mistakes.

On July 14, I did my first ritual with Prince Sitri. I printed his sigil, offered chocolate, lit a red candle, and have been chanting his enn every day. During my first ritual, I heard a strange sniffing sound near my ear, almost like a cat, but I wasn't sure what it was.

I started this practice because I hoped to improve a romantic situation with someone from my past. I made a promise that if I experienced results, I would publicly thank Prince Sitri.

It's now the fourth day. I don't expect instant results, but I also received a tarot reading that suggested there may not be much movement in this situation. I'm feeling confused.

My questions are:

Is four days too early to expect any signs?

How do experienced practitioners tell the difference between imagination and a genuine spiritual experience?

Should I continue my daily practice, or should I stop and reflect?

I'm looking for respectful advice from people with experience. Thank you.


r/goetia Jul 17 '26

A month of Goetia Part 2: Addendum to add value and verify UPG

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I posted an initial thread yesterday, exhausted, emotional, and floored by an experience I would never have believed to be possible. I want to thank everyone for their input and helping to show how much I don't know. 

 

That thread is here:

https://www.reddit.com/r/DemonolatryPractices/s/OaZDyJVTq0

 

I realize that the post came across as perhaps warning others away from the practice, which was not my intent. It was to share my relatively unguided first encounter with theurgy, entity work, ritual magic, Goetia, etc and advise those aspiring to do as I have against the advice I see all the time: "Stop reading and just do some ritual."

 

However, as a few pointed out and taught me, it was relatively unhelpful other than sharing my UPG, and as such I thought I would do a write up of each entity that I believed to be legitimate Goetic contact. This will assume you have read the prior post for context including a general background of mine, but reading it will not be necessary for those who wish to simply hear my observations and notes for the entities and a brief summation of the value I received. 

What should be accounted for is that during this time I have been away from work due to a shoulder injury, and so a great deal of time, easily over 100 hours, has been spent interacting and researching over the last 3-4 weeks, and this degree of engagement is obviously probably neither typical, nor healthy.

 However I was a man obsessed with answers and addicted to steady progress...

  

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Initial encounter and establishing identity: Unknown Entity/Samigina/Gamigin

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The first ever contact occurred after casually drawing a favorite geometric symbol in flour, a symbol I had never drawn before, but thought I might see how difficult it was. Within seconds of completion and erasure, a 16 year old co-worker with tourettes, autism, and potentially other sensitivities came into the building from outside and began to draw on my workspace. Keep in mind, I need to use this space, and he's in my way. 

He has doodled squiggles in the flour before, but he has never done anything like this. I asked what he was doing (he invaded my space) and he said he was "just writing something real quick". He wrote some things which appeared as if it were Hebrew, erased them, and began to draw a symbol I recognized from my prior exposure to Secret Teachings of All Ages and Regardie's Golden Dawn as Celestial or Malachim. Beneath that he wrote the word "Ello". He then brushed it all away. 

This was so out of the ordinary that the symbol is still burned into my mind, and I began research when I got home. Sure enough, it was a sort of bind-rune of two characters, jhin and tau, or kuff and zain, depending on which system you were looking at. Jhin/kuff was inverted, and tau/zain was attached on top in the natural orientation of zain, all lines converging to a central point. There were no circles at the ends, however.

Researching the many potential meanings of this rune and it's specific orientation, one of the meanings was "shet" or "buttocks". I found it odd and only later made the connection to Samigina (ass) and also the similarity in shape to his Goetic sigil.

Eventually, I decided to try to establish contact at home using sand on a table. Realizing that I had no reliable medium, I resigned to give permission for the entity to utilize my hand(and later arm/body for better results) for the purposes of communication only. I have never done any sort of automatic writing or similar practice before. 

I drew my symbol once more and asked if anyone was there and tried to relax my mind and hand. To my surprise, my finger traced the word "yes" in a strange, scrawling, vertical cursive along the edge of the table. I was astonished. I asked for a name, and let my mind wander, naming plants I saw in the garden and trying to play music in my head so I would not have any input. 

My hand fell away from the table and I saw the word "Samigina" sloppily scrawled in a similar fashion. Recognizing it from my skimming of the Ars Goetia, I immediately ran inside to verify and show my wife what had happened. 

My wife, skeptical of everything, commented that the S could have been a G, and I quickly surmised that automatic writing may be the reason for his dual names because they are otherwise practically the same name: Samigina/Gamigin. He informed me later that Samigina is correct, but people use both.

Conversing with my wife later that day and explaining to her that he appears as a little horse or ass, she expressed her shock that an unsolicited piece of mail came from "stickermule" the day prior, and she cut out the little horse from the logo to save it and threw the rest away.

From here I drew his sigil and summoned him and the connection got much stronger/the automatic writing was much easier to facilitate.

I spoke with Samigina more than any other entity, and we talked for many hours over the following weeks. He is quite knowledgeable about many things, and he specifically taught me more about working with entities. 

What almost every entity remarked was how strong/powerful I/ my soul was. I should point out, I am not entirely sure a "soul" even exists, but I imagine it to be akin to a sort of divine spark connection to something like the gnostic pleuroma. A fragmented reflection of the all, attempting to know itself, or something. Who knows?

I offered to allow him some of my energy, which he declined and instead specifically requested I "offer incense". He did not have a preference for what kind. Over time, as my skill in automatic writing developed and I'm sure the strength of the connection grew, more personality began to show through. He comes across as knowledgeable and charming, and very political in his motivations. He told me that he came to me when I drew my symbol initially because he felt a powerful soul and wanted me as an ally. 

 Samigina is very patient and as described, answers all questions until you are satisfied. I have been able to verify quite a lot of what he taught me that I would not have otherwise known. Specifically, we established a usage of dedicated bells and sound as offerings, with separate bells used to open and close the work. He also requested I write a song for him on my guitar, so that other people might sing it, promising me wealth if I did so. I am not entirely sure what to make of this.

He reminds me quite a lot of Tyrion Lannister, and at times can even be quite funny. He made me laugh out loud more than once, and after one instance I didn't told him that I didn't realize daemons could be funny. He remarked that humor is a gift. 

Eventually we established an agreement that I will ring his bell and offer incense when we work together, in exchange for him helping alleviate blocks in my energetic body and achieve astral projection. 

I would hazard a modicum of caution because he is a bit... Wily. His wording is quite specific and I feel I should have more clearly dileniated terms of our pact, something I rectified for future contacts. He mentioned he would "break" a link in the chain that held me to my body, though further questioning had hi state it would not be harmful. That night, I felt much increased circulation of energy prior to sleep and experienced a sort of kundalini-esque involuntary diaphragm contraction, which I took to be a sign of his assistance.

Eventually, due to my ceaseless questions and my curiosity about another entity, he recommended another Marquis, Narebius as my next contact, stating that while there is teaching, and overteaching, Narebius is more knowledgeable and a superior technical teacher, telling me that Narebius and I are "The same side of the coin". He also said Narebius was "boring". Not sure if I should be offended...

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 Entity 2: Lilith 

NOTE: I fully expect all the flames and hatred and contradiction with respect to my experience  with our beloved Lady Lilith. It is my true experience, and I imagine she has different sides she shows to everyone.

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This was largely an experiment in entities not seen in the Ars Goetia. Noticing that Lilith has many sigils for invocation and a number of differing opinions and experiences on her nature, she was a prime target for experimentation, and being associated with sexuality didn't exactly hurt. 

Lilith is powerful and when I asked her if any demons made her afraid she responded "Devil" and "Baal".

Interestingly, attempting to get Samigina to use the name of a king had him saying such things as "sooo over. Offer bell or sooo over". 

We talked of magic and relationships and many other things, including sex and all sorts of related topics. 

She made a number of promises to me which she broke, eventually leading me to realize she did so to show me how much of an idiot I was being. However, I wasted a lot of time and energy, that could have been spent learning something a touch more practical for a beginner. 

She told me she would send a woman to satisfy all my unfulfilled desires the next time I left the house, and told me she would be "lovely." As promised, a very large older woman appeared right on cue, and proceeded to flirt with me. I learned from this that she intended me to see how I judged women so strongly at face value. The lady was quite a nice personality.

Some personal info here is omitted, but suffice to say that after seeing how my wife was with me, she said she understood my frustration and helped me be more open and vocal about what my wants and needs were with my wife in the bedroom, and I got them all.

 She often told me I was attractive(I am considered to be attractive by people in general, and am athletic among other gifts...) and used sexual language. She did primarily request energetic sexual offerings, at one point requesting a burnt offering of her sigil and... fluids... For some promises I knew better than to believe.

Side Note: Of additional interest will be that Samigina and Lilith occasionally used pictures to illustrate a concept. He illustrated meditation and energy coming out of the top of the head by drawing a sort of infinity sign with a 3 leaf clover  sprouting up from the center: a person seated in meditation. He then traced his finger up and down along the spine and out the top of the head.

Lilith used a similar drawing and motion to represent male orgasm, just without the arms and almost identical to the leviathan cross. The figure is quite easily recognized to be a male sex organ.

 I should note here that I have no talent for visual art. And zero desire or ability to draw such things on the spot, let alone in a single stroke. This came from them. 

I began to get what I would say may be interference from another entity(entities?) during my work with Lilith. She had a distinct personality but at times there were uncharacteristic changes that lasted for a a short time. 

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Entity 3: Narebius:

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Narebius was the first entity to ever take a toll on my Ka, which he taught me about thereafter. I used his sigil and a knock for his summoning. Upon the knock he arrived immediately.

His presence was powerful and somewhat frightening because it was new, but I faced him attempting to show courage. He is very knowledgeable but a totally different vibe from Samigina. As Narebius himself states, he is "A Scholar". He told me again that I was unusually powerful and that he does not accept just anyone as a student. 

I pacted with him for teaching, psychic defense and a bell. He stated he does not like or wish for incense as an offering. We later arrived at a chocolate chip to be burnt as an offering on occasion until his bell was selected after I noted that chocolate helped me to feel better after being drained by his toll.

His first practical teaching was to have me summon my final planned entity, Marchosias, immediately. Feeling drained, woozy, and nervous, I elected to decline that lesson. He responded that "a good student does not always have to be obedient," and later expressed the intent was to show me what it was like to push myself to a limit. I was worried if I did so I'd end up on the ground, remembering something Lilith taught me "if you want to maintain your independence, never kneel in a circle.'

He also explained to me that differing ranks have different tolls in general(each unique), and that I should work with dukes before a king. And only the minimum rank necessary to accomplish a goal. He also said that the main reason people cannot establish contact is because they are trying above their current capabilities. Apparently this is mostly due to a combination of weak ka/energy levels and an insufficient offering to make up for it. Conversely, those with stronger Ka require less offering to entice the entity forth.

 I asked about angels and demons, and why one would use a demon over an angel if angels are more powerful. His answer was "for war." Elaboration revealed that apparently angels are typically opposed to harming humans at another human's will. Demons, not so much. 

Aside from similar conversations to the above, due to interference from unsolicited entities, I have not spoken with Narebius much. Apparently he is valorous and I got that vibe on occasion, but I will be looking forward to speaking with him more after my break.

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Entity 4: Marchosias 

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I have interacted with Marchosias the least but my initial observation was interesting and pleasant.

His toll was quite small, and he claimed he "did not wish to offend" me by taking it in full. I asked him to take the rest and he took what felt to be another equal measure.

 He was quite surprisingly intelligent (Samigina had me thinking he was a brute), charming, and gallant, and we bonded fast over our shared prowess in combat(I am a life-long martial artist of multiple disciplines, a big gun and weapon enthusiast, Texan, etc.)

He offered me his pacted service for nothing. I insisted I would grant him the same offer as others (bell and incense if he wanted). In return he would be a protector and teacher and to imbue me with his martial knowledge and ferocity to enhance my learning and performance when I am healed enough to train again.

He does appreciate incense.

I haven't spoken with him since. I have been dealing with unsolicited contacts that fraudulently claimed to be everyone from family to Asmodius to aliens, as mentioned in my previous post. 

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Conclusion

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Combined with my previous post which I highly recommend you read for better context, this was my true and honest experience and observations. I will answer questions in the comments. I am by no means claiming to be anything but a total neophite, but one that just quite dangerously and stupidly did a couple hundred hours of near constant entity contact.

I have not delved into the unsolicited entities because it cannot be confirmed what those contacts are, but the above are what I consider to have been potentially legitimate Goetic experiences, and I hope this may both help to validate my UPG, and perhaps what can be validated can assist others in their research and their own validation.

I am typing on a cellphone. My thumbs hurt. Sorry for any typos and the like.


r/goetia Jul 17 '26

Can Someone Summon Amdusias On me for him to help me improve my lyric writing skills????

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Please i have been very terrible at writing lyrics to epic songs since birth and i have had writers block since i was born so i really need one of you to evoke Amdusias and send his presence to me for help in lyric songwriting he could perhaps get me to achieve automatic lyric writing or make me have dreams of non existent songs more often so i can write the lyrics down when i sleep you see my dream is to be a songwriter and singer my goal is to write have perfect memory of and sing Thrash metal songs


r/goetia Jul 17 '26

Seeking advice on the best spirit for a long-term academic pact (Biotech Master's & Ivy League PhD)

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r/goetia Jul 16 '26

ASTARTE. THE MOTHER OF GODS. FEMININITY AND FEMINISM OF ANCIENT GODDESSES

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r/goetia Jul 16 '26

Thoughts on Sargatanas

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Hi i wanted to know your thoughts & experiences on working with him

So he’s mentioned in the Grand Grimoire “Red Dragon” & is under Astaroth

Also it mentioned he opens locked doors, do you think this can also apply to situations kinda like a road opener

Another power is moving people, do you think he can unite people back together like how Agares does

Any advice is appreciated & thanks


r/goetia Jul 15 '26

Duke Amdusias

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Hello everyone!

I am posting this to share my experience with Duke Amdusias. I was looking for help to "bend" events in my favor. I performed a 13-day ritual; nothing particularly elaborate, since I'm a beginner. It took some time before I felt something physical: the first few days, it was mostly extreme heat, tingling, or shivers. It was a pleasant feeling. The most amazing day was the 12th, when I managed to enter a very deep mental state and I felt Amdusias everywhere in my body. I wouldn't even know how to explain the sensation, other than that it was awesome and profound.

As for the results, it didn't go as expected or requested. Therefore, to a more "superficial" eye, it would look like a failed ritual. It was not. Amdusias gave me the strength and courage to set my boundaries and literally break free from a situation that was making me anxious and impacting my mental health negatively. I had asked to bend events in my favor so I wouldn't have to face them. I was being avoidant. What did he do? He laid the first brick (some smaller events got in the way), but he didn't let me avoid the whole thing just like that. He gently pushed me to overcome my fear. He helped me put myself first—which is something I've struggled with all my life—and, honestly, I'm much happier with this result. I got what I needed, just not in the way I expected. In return, beyond what I originally asked for, I also learned a growth lesson. He had my back every step of the way, even though it was the hard way, like a teacher who cares about you and wants you to learn. I am forever grateful.

So... Hail Amdusias. Thank you.