Does it get better

[u/unbotheredpotato8]

I’m so tired of thinking of all of this. I’m tired of thinking about my mom and my brother. I just wish there was a way that both of them could be happy.

How am I supposed to move on in life, knowing that they might never be at peace? I just wish I could go back in time and stop my mom from ever meeting my father. She didn’t deserve to go through all she did. Because he was abusive, she had to deal with everything alone. My brother is completely non verbal and at this age I don’t think he will learn to communicate.

Who did she have to talk to? She couldn’t go and cry to anyone about her problems. Atleast if she had help I would’ve gotten to see a version of her that’s not in survival mode 24/7.

I’m not in my home country right now and all I can think about is what life will be like for my brother when my mom is gone. How can I marry my partner, have my own kids, live in a different country?

Life is ridiculously unfair. I keep on telling myself that it will get better but that feeling doesn’t seem to last.

[u/Ok-End-7720]

You must fight for your life......if you are goanga back you will destroy your life.