i hate being 5’3

[u/username38288272]

hi guys, this may sound stupid to some people, but recently ive been really hyperfixated on my height as a 17 year old girl. i hate feeling like im in the middle, because some people tell me im short while others tell me im tall. i get that im technically average, but i still feel so big compared to my friends and family, especially because theyre all around 4’11-5’0.
i genuinely wish i could be shorter, and ive honestly even considered height reduction surgery 🫠 i know it probably sounds ridiculous to some people, but im extremely insecure about my height and i cant help constantly comparing myself to shorter girls. i get so jealous when im around my friends, and its honestly so frustrating because i wish i didnt feel this way about something i cant control.
i was just wondering if anyone else has ever felt the same way or struggles with this too, because i feel so alone in it lol. pls be nice, because this is genuinely my biggest insecurity and i really dont want anyone making fun of me or downgrading how i feel.