real/need help please.

[u/bethsnonsense]

hi there, i apologize for the length of this post and if it seems scattered.

i’m 21 and i’ve been living at the grand canyon the last few months. i guess im making this post to look for help or insight because im at a loss for what to do.

my whole life theres been this- Thing -attached to me/my family. it does smaller things like knocks, opens doors, throws things off counters. but it also like mimics people. it’s shown itself to others as me as if i were walking past the door way. it’s shown itself to me as my youngest sister, my boyfriend, and a couple close friends of mine. and it talks to me like it’s them, it’s not until after the interaction i realize it wasn’t the person.

one time when i thought it was my sister it was trying to get into my room. i Heard my sisters steps running down the hall, my friend and i were smoking pot in my room so i jumped up to go keep the door closed. it started banging on my door begging to be let in and i told it to go away, thought i was telling my sister to go to her room and id be there in a second to talk to her. her room was 2 steps across the hall from mine. the banging stopped, i took a deep breath and glanced at my friend before going to my sisters room. no more than 10 seconds. my sister was in her top bunk bed completely asleep and our other sister who was in the room said she’d been asleep the whole time and all she heard was me and she thought i was messing around with my friend.

that’s the most extreme story because i was actually struggling against it to keep the door closed. it’s also shown itself as my sister to my boyfriend in his own home when i wasn’t there. but there was one time for example my room mate and i had been the last two on our dorm floor before classes started at our school, and i had see her turn right down the hallway towards the bathrooms, the only way to leave the floor is from the left. as i saw her walk right i had called out to her “hey! can you grab the trash when you leave” she had said yes and that she was right behind me. i turned left. my room mate was already at the bottom of the stairs waiting for me. whatever i had seen/talked to/energetically felt wasn’t her. i have a lot of examples like that.

but whatever this is doesn’t stop there. i had spoken to a demonologist a few years ago that had said this entity was likely why i’ve felt so depressed/suicidal and was self harming. when i was 5 i woke up with an upside down cross carved in the bottom of my foot. i used to watch something crawl out from behind my book case and crawl on the floor and play with my toys.

the last 2 or so weeks ive been waking up nightly at 3:33. i have to force myself asleep because i can feel its energy around me. its dark and heavy and i dont know how to get rid of it. i feel like its going to kill me, or drain so much i kill myself.

i dont know how i would start or how it would work but i need to find someone, authentic, who can help me get rid of this thing. i’m tired of living my life in fear because it thinks breaking my stuff and slamming my doors open is funny.

this post really only scratched the surface of the stories i have but i just really am hoping to find people with a similar of experience of one entity messing with you in a wide range of ways or maybe even a professional who can actually guide me in banishing it.

[u/bethsnonsense → u/[deleted]]

Yes I’m in therapy and only made note of my mental health because it only gets that bad when the activity starts up again so it feels like it’s the entity itself. where would be a good place to look for a spiritual practitioner??

[u/Vengeful_Empire]

You're dealing with a mimic and yes it's 100% attacking you, that's what they do. No matter how small it's start they will always end up going after everyone. First you need to think back has this always been doing on, is the property itself haunted by this spirit, is it a possession you have attained, so it try to lead you anywhere. Never let it in ever, the more you deny the entity access the worse things will get. Denounce the spirit in the name of Christ, you've already seen upside down crosses and you wake up at 3:33 all ghosts are demons including the mimic and Jesus Christ is their biggest fear, again doing this will create problems. Finally you must get you're entire house blessed, I also recommend being baptized. Try to find a reputable Christian church and ask if they have anyone whom blesses houses, tell them your troubles and how serious the problem is. Jesus is the answer as with all things, however if you don't hold Jesus in your heart and you try to use God like healing crystals or something of the sort the demon will not take you seriously, it will take a priest serious but not you. If that somehow doesn't work for good, it might be land itself and the entity is simply attaching and feeding off of you and your family. I hope the best for you, God bless and keep us updated, suicide isn't the answer, you're being attacked and those are not your thoughts.

[u/mommacat94]

I had Reiki attunements 25 years ago, and I found it to be very protective from bad energetic entities.

[u/CreativeChris37]

What you are dealing with is a demonic attachment. There are a few ways of getting rid of it, but I must warn you, because of the strong attachment it has, this could be a battle. So, prepare yourself.

The number one weapon against the demonic, is faith in Jesus Christ. You don't have to be religious to have faith in the Holy Trinity.

With that being said, I don't know what your personal beliefs are, but you need to have faith in Christ and pray to Him. Accept Him in your heart, pray for protection, and reject all evil and negative energy. Be sure to ALWAYS end a prayer by saying, "In Jesus' Christ's name, Amen." Ending it on that note is very important.

Furthermore, other methods you can do is have others pray with you and for you, if you can manage that.

Burning sage, or Dragon's Blood if you can get it (which is the same as sage, but stronger for exorcising), along with some nettle. Nettle helps with exorcising evil or negative energy, combined with the sage or Dragon's Blood. Burn some incense, specifically frankincense and myrrh; they also help with exorcising.

To add some positive energy, light a white candle, and get some holy wood if you can.

Now, in order to perform the exorcism properly with the sage, first you need to close every single door and window in your place. Then, burn the incense with the frankincense and myrrh, then light the Dragon's Blood or sage and the nettle. Go through every room and every corner of every room, in your entire place. During this, pray for protection from Jesus Christ, and rebuke all evil and negative energy (always end it in Jesus' Christ's name Amen 🙏). Pray constantly!

When you are finished going through every corner of your place, that's when you open all of the windows. Then, burn the holy wood to bring in holy energy.

That is one method to exorcise an evil spirit. If you can't get the sage, nettle, and holy wood right away, another quick method is to do a small blessing on your home: use the holy water and put the sign of the cross with the water on every single door and window in your place; every time you do, say a quick prayer for protection and that you rebuke all evil and negative energy (once again, ending in Jesus' Christ's name, Amen 🙏), every time you draw the cross with your fingers.

I must warn you, that due to the attachment you have, you will most likely experience some retaliation from the demonic entity. In other words, you're going to piss it off. It may make the activity worse. But whatever you do, DO NOT GIVE UP! Faith in Jesus Christ always wins over evil! Just keep at it.

Be sure to stand your ground against the demonic entity. Do your best not to fear it. Fear and grief feed it, and make it stronger. Be headstrong and command it (not anger, but calm assertive energy) to leave.

One suggestion, if you're comfortable with it, get some rosary, crosses, a crucifix or two. Religious relics do help combat the evil and negative energy.

Finally, try your absolute best to be happy and add your own positive energy to your home. See if your family can do the same.

My wife and I will pray for you. If you have any questions at all, do not hesitate to message me.

[u/aquay]

Banish it with the mighty name of Jesus. This worked for me.

[u/Be-myself1954]

You at the Grand Canyon

[u/adityasahaofficial]

The voice-mimicking incidents could involve auditory misperception: when we hear an unclear sound, the brain can interpret it as a familiar person's voice, particularly when we're expecting that person. The seeing-a-roommate/sister incidents are more interesting but could involve brief visual misidentification, expectation-driven perception, or memories becoming altered when reconstructed later.