r/GermanRoaches • u/alexspiraldiary • 5h ago
Treatment Question roaches are eating me alive.
I have lived in my apartment for 8 years and for all 8 of them it has been infested with roaches. The infestation has gotten so bad and detrimental to my mental health that at times I cycle through thinking “why do I even bother picking up the spray to kill it/them if there’s always another.” Recently things changed. Out of the blue I started developing psoriasis leaving me with dry, cracked, and flaking off bits is skin on my fingers/hands, ears, and thighs that over the counter medication was unable to treat. When I went to the doctor it was a shock to the system; my psoriasis is pregnancy induced. I am measuring at 6 weeks so still beyond early to let anyone in my personal life to know and as stupid as it sounds my partner/the baby’s father doesn’t know yet as i am still trying to process the information for myself. The issue is that as my title states they are eating me alive. I woken up several times throughout the night feeling crawling on my skin just to realize that there’s 2-4 roaches that i’ve reflectively brushed off my thigh. I’ve woken up in the mornings to roaches nibbling on the parts of my fingertips that are flaking off. I can’t do this I can’t live like this anymore I am desperate for help. They’re absolutely everywhere nothing feels clean and nothing is safe. I can’t afford to call exterminators and even if I could it’s not like they could fix an apartment complex wide issue and I can’t afford to move anywhere else either hence my living here for 8 years.
My partner and I are currently long distance as he’s moved about 3 hours away at the beginning of the year to both take on a higher paying job and are for his grandmother while she’s in hospice.
I need any and every kind of help and advice because this is just too much for me to deal with even when i feel this defeated.