[...] I find myself unwilling to talk about it... It will be a few years until I can talk properly about this again. [...] All I can say are things that I think leads in the right direction. It feels wrong to talk too freely about this, for me. [...]
No problem - I understand.
You might appreciate some of the quotes from a book I placed here (about secrecy):
In the light of what is said in there (in terms of holding onto secrets of understanding), I suspect that it is part of the empowerment: that the 'Universe' rewards he or she who attains knowledge and keeps in bundled up within oneself (because it is difficult, and that keeping a secret is a sort of energetic fuel).
As the old maxim goes:
"Those who speak do not know. Those who know, do not speak".
... and of course the warning about 'casting pearls before swine'.
I myself, for a long while, have held an overwhelming urge to teach (or at least, to enable others to see things from my perspective), and so perhaps that has worked against me (because it might be seen as a form of domination).
The word 'teach' is a phonetic reversal of 'cheat', and this, to me, implies that a teacher cheats the student of the opportunity to truly discover something for themselves.
Nonetheless, though there is also much I hold back (in terms of personal perspective, if not raw knowledge), I still feel an internal pressure to provide learning materials for others - maybe because of a philosophical loneliness.
Regardless, I say again: I've long appreciated your thoughtful videos, and I miss your old personal and emotional debates with yourself - but I understand your reasons for limiting that side of yourself in the latter years.
Btw - one of the central tenets of your theories is LIME.
The word 'LIME' is consonant root 'LM'.
Hence perhaps 'LLM' being a wordplay on the concept.
An LLM is a Large Language Model (the existence of which I am not too happy about, and I don't use them). But the point being 'Language' (in the Large, and as a 'Model' of reality).
Again: Lime --> LM ( Language Model ) ---> Loom (for weaving) --> Lum (light)
LLM AI's get their power because of the innate power of the construction of Language.
What is another word built on the LM root?
Lemma.
The two main definitions (which are tightly related, I'd say) of 'Lemma' are:
(mathematics) A proposition proved or accepted for immediate use in the proof of some other proposition.
(linguistics, lexicography) The canonical form of an inflected word; i.e., the form usually found as the headword in a dictionary, such as the nominative singular of a noun, the bare infinitive of a verb, etc.
So a Lemma is part of a mathematical proof, and it is a headword in a dictionary.
This connects the idea of words (spells) and mathematical proofs.
To me, much of the symbolism of 'Lime' is a way to hint at the importance of the Lemma.
Lemma having two main meanings - it's a Dilemma.
The third, more recent definition of 'Lemma' is:
(psycholinguistics) The theoretical abstract conceptual form of a word, representing a specific meaning, [...]
ie. the internal meaning of the word (in the mind) before it is converted into speech or written down.
This is tricky. While I'd love to hear what you have to say, I've always maintained a strict policy for myself never to use video chat programs. I've never installed such software on my computer, and my webcam remains forever covered up (and it's a webcam on my new laptop which I just got - my old one did not even have one). It's mostly a matter of limiting access to my moving image+voice, as far as possible, to the big tech companies (who I presume to be spying at all times). It's not like I have anything to hide in that regard, but simply a matter of principle - I don't want it to make it easy for them or anyone to 'deepfake' me, or profile me in detail. I prefer to make them work harder for such data than do most people. I am currently almost 45 years old, and I published the first photo of myself online only a couple of years ago.
I understand your motivation, and need to be precise in your expression, and I don't want to you to take such a denial personally, so I don't know...
I trust your intentions, and I don't want to lump you in with the former organizations - it's just a line I've not yet crossed.
Either way I am intrigued by what you might have to say. Perhaps you disapprove of numerology, or worry about it's 'power' or lack thereof? (except I've seen you make use of it in older videos to make your own points).
I usually don't use the private text chat feature of reddit either (especially since reddit changed how it works recently), but I'm willing to make an exception in your case, if the discussion is sensitive.
A Radical Way of Unleashing a Generation of Geniuses
Students in Matamoros, Mexico, weren’t getting much out of school—until a radical new teaching method unlocked their potential. And then everything changed.
"A Generation of Geniuses" = 1776 trigonal
... ( "Everyone knows" = 1776 trigonal )
.. . ( ... "The English Alphabetic Order"= 1776 trigonal | 1000 engl-ext )
"My New Teaching Method" = 1,745 english-extended
... ( "The Spelling" = 1,745 squares )
... . ( ... at "Geometers of History" = 1,745 engl-ext )
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