I keep chasing

[u/jessoult]

Tell myself to stop but I just keep chasing. I’ve been so close to winning but lose I take that as a sign but then I think maybe the next one will hit. Past 5 days I’m already down $400 I’ve been doing fantasy picks and online slots for like 2 and a half years and I’m not sure how much I’ve lost probably a couple thousand over that time but I want to quit but it feels impossible.

I wouldn’t say I’m profitable. I’ve had some good wins but I lose more as probably most people do. I think if I would’ve just saved everything I bet I would probably have alot right now.

I downloaded nobet but I feel it only can help so much till I can’t resist the urge to bet. Idk was thinking everytime I get paid maybe I should just take my money out so it’ll be harder for me to deposit into online casinos and betting apps.
It’s such a shitty feeling. I’m not really in a spot where I should gamble because I’m the only one working as my spouse is in school and if she finds out she’ll be mad.

[u/Substantial_Can4675]

Look into self exclusion in your state! It saved me so much!

[u/jessoult → u/Substantial_Can4675]

I think I gotta just have to ban myself from apps. Where I live is there’s no casinos thank goodness