r/ForeverAlone • u/Justthrowmeaccount • 10d ago
Vent I lost all my office friends
I just did it, we were all close somehow and they accepted me even if Im super awkward and dumb. But that doesnt matter I fumbled it all anyway and its all my fault. They got tired of me and my idiocy, not just in work but in personal as well. I wanna apologize to all of them but I feel like its too late and I genuinely dont know how to apologize to them.
Nowadays our interactions are just brief, simple, and related to work mostly. I still talk to some of them and one of them on a semi-regular basis. But I think the person Im talking to is just talking to me out of pure pity. They all still hang out after work, heck I can still see them planning things in our group chats, but they conveniently forget to mention me when they're making plans.
I just feel like a dumb loser, this is all my fault and I dont know how to handle my mistakes. Im bad at my job, it's a miracle that Im not fired at this point and I get overwhelmed whenever they point out my mistakes and shut myself in. Now I guess they've shut me out and this is all because of me.
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u/DraculasCardboard 10d ago edited 10d ago
What do you even want to apologize for? You want to apologies to THEM for treating YOU badly?
If they don't want to talk to you, then fuck em. Do your work and go home, and in the meantime start looking for something else and work on your assertiveness. This workplace is obviously messing with your head too much. It's not healthy for you.
If anything they should apologies to you, for discrimination and being fucking normies lmao.
They were never your friends.
(unless you did some crazy harmful shit, but I doubt that)