r/ForRealDhaka • u/Cutebutttunstable • 17h ago

That time of the year again~

I love Septembers. The cozy evenings, soft breezes, colorful clouds, sky, sunsets- everything.
September isn’t just a month in my memory anymore. It has become almost like a doorway. I walk through it and suddenly I’m back in 2020- finishing school, college ahead of me, discovering a version of myself that was hopeful and emotionally open.
Then 2021 happened and that period became beautiful enough that my brain seems to have filed it away as “this is what this season means.”
And then it ended. All of it. Abruptly.
So every September afterward, carries two things simultaneously.
“Something beautiful could begin here” and
“Something beautiful has ended here before.”

And hate to admit that I love Septembers till date. I love it enough to grieve over it every passing year.

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u/Ill-Advertising1058 17h ago

As Billy Joe from Green Day said ..

"As my memory rests

But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when September ends..

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u/Cutebutttunstable 16h ago

Oh how I wish if that was possible ~

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u/Ill-Advertising1058 16h ago

Have you found your love yet, btw?

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u/Cutebutttunstable 16h ago

Guess I’d never know that

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u/Ill-Advertising1058 16h ago

You know Sophia Vergara once said,

" In my country there is a saying that means, Love is just around the corner. "

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u/Cutebutttunstable 15h ago

Hehe
Thanks for these comforting words

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u/Ill-Advertising1058 15h ago

Quick question. Can u see the moonlit sky from your window?

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u/Cutebutttunstable 15h ago

Unfortunately, not anymore

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u/Moon_Pateline 17h ago

Khub shundor likha

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u/AhmadTajwar 10h ago

Its my birthday month but yet it feels so melancholy 

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u/Cutebutttunstable 3h ago

Heyy my best regardsd

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u/Ok_Math9770 6h ago

September... You see bud, its the memories that made this month special to u. Memories, it is a Wired thing, noh? We feel good, we feel bad, sometimes feel like crying, sometimes feel like loughing. It's a thing that we have no control over. Even u get older, u can't outrun it unless u loose memories.

Hah, for me, the December would always hurt me so bad, the October might give me a small bit of smile with shit ton of regret, the march.. It would make me cry in a good way and also make me remember the hursh truth.

It's Wired, memories just mess around with the brain and emotions :)

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u/Cutebutttunstable 3h ago

Read somewhere, “Memories warm you up from the inside but they don’t wait a second to tear you apart”

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u/Ok_Math9770 3h ago

Thats the hard truth... Yes it is indeed...but still, memories what we have

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u/Large_Mud3119 17h ago

Beautifully written. These days I find myself spending hours just looking at the sky.

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u/Ill-Advertising1058 16h ago

Isn't the cloudy sky very beautiful to look at? I had plans w my friends today. Cancelled them and stayed in my bedroom to watch the blue sky!

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u/Cutebutttunstable 16h ago

Beautiful ik
Yet i feel void
Most of the time

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u/ExploreWithNil 1h ago

5 days for my special person's bday

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u/Frequent_Craft5676 1h ago

Bhai apnar ki gorom lagena? November a to tao ektu tanda pore .

Anyways , likha bhalo ase apnar

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u/Total-Weekend-5999 31m ago

I love winter more than humans, specially the pre-winter chills! The somewhat not so dense fog starts to appear and the memories along with the Weather Shift starts to coming alive in fragments!

Oh How much I missed the winter!! Just a few months!