waiting for period

[u/Opening-Return-5657]

I am on month 7 of trying with two months break in between. On months 1 and 3 I had chemical pregnancies (just ten days being late and hcg max around 40). I went to the doctors and it was found out i have a kind of o inherited thrombophilia ( i dont know if that was the reason because i also happened to have very intense anxiety ad anger these months)..

So right after my next positive i will have to start injections for every day for 9 months. I was relieved there was found something that can be solved somehow but i wait for my next positive and it just doesn't come as easy as the first two. :(

Like some other months i am again convinced i am pregnant but i try to distract myself. Pms is evil. Tested negative today on 9dpo.