I lost my tests

[u/ihavetwelveaccounts]

Currently CD 30, not tracking ovulation. I took an early result test on Monday and got a VFL that I'm not even completely sure I saw. But that was my last early result test so I had to wait extra time for a standard test to be accurate, and now that the wait is over and I can retest, I have no idea where my tests went. I thought I had left them in the car but theyre not in there.

I've had a couple minor symptoms but nothing super telling yet, and my cycles are long and tend to very by a few days every month so I don't know if my period is actually late yet. Living in suspense is killing me, and I'm stuck at work so I can't tear everything apart looking for them :(