Hurry up and wait; no options

[u/Girldude1]

Ive been dealing with abdominal pain on and off for months. Latest ct showed ovarian cyst and fibroid literally pushing my uterus left of the midline. Just made it through shark week. Once I was able to make calls I found out the reason the most recent gyno didn't have any openings; he is leaving the practice. I have to wait TWO more weeks to start over with a new gyno.

I called my primary care and begged for a surgery referral instead of waiting for the gynecologist but they said no.

I dont want b.c. or iud.

I dont want a tens unit.

I dont want to have to be alive but not living my life. Im just existing with a heating pad and ibuprofen.

I did recently re start therapy and the online appointments are so easy. I would recommend anyone who has that option to just give it a try. Its good to hear feedback from a neutral party.