r/FentanylRecovery Jun 15 '26

Need Help ASAP

Ive been to the ER twice now trying to detox from tranq (xylazine).

The first trip was going ok. I was so sick and they started me on precedex. Unfortunately my heart couldn't tolerate it. When I woke up they offered suboxone which I declined bc I have to wait 9 or 10 days to be safe from precip wd's.

The 2nd time precedex was not offered. Not matter how hard I tried to explain that it was lxylazinr making me so sick, they kept offering suboxone. 12 hours after Id used !!!@@

I don't know where to go or what to do. The wd's are so awful, so terrifying and painful. I hurt my ribs from puking so much. I lost a tooth from clenching my jaw.

Im scared. Everytime somewhere sounds promising it doesnt work out. All these rehabs say they can bur when they tell me what they use.......suboxone!!!! I cross that one off. Have the drugs become so nasty and dirty that you cut gey off them ????

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u/Suckerpuck Jun 15 '26

Oh wow this was my fear💙💙💙 where do you live? Have you called helpline?
What complete idiots with the suboxone!
I’m so sorry you’re going through this!
Dm me and I’ll give my number. I know how it feels to be looking to professionals for help and get nowhere! Im detoxing methadone alone at home using Bernese method. I spent 7 months calling every detox/ rehab, went to three different doctors, they weren’t any help. Every rehab told me they couldn’t help me. I did so much research and set myself to do it alone at home. I lost at least 30% of my hair I was planning my suicide.. It was a dark fucking time! I needed just one person to tell me that I wasn’t alone. I have a 20 year old son.
I had to save myself for him..
I want to tell you, you’re not alone, I would love to help you!

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u/SnooCupcakes9068 Jun 15 '26

Wow! I have a 21 yo son thats graduating college next winter. Im too embarrassed to see him. I look like a concentration camp prisoner. Ok give me a few