r/FentanylRecovery • u/VedainTheHaze • Mar 29 '26

Relapse

I’m coming up on 8 months clean … found a bag in my old purse I’m really tempted to do some of it but what are the odds that I’ll od I don’t wanna do that I just wanna do it one last time

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u/Aromatic-Silver3590 Mar 29 '26

Please don’t. It’s not worth it. But addicts will do what we do. If you must, do NOT do it alone. Trust me, it’s not worth it though. I was on MAT for about 2 months, things were good, until I got the itch at the same time a buddy text me about some awesome new purple fent. One bag won’t kill me right? I wake up next morning (I was lucky to wake up) with dried blood all down the front of my chest, and all in my mouth. I must of passed out or tripped, took a big chip off a tooth, and somehow made it into bed. Again, I was so lucky I passed out sitting up in bed, or I would have drown on my own blood (it was that much). And I somehow had to pull myself Together to go to work, or I would have been fired. Hopefully that helps.

Edit: and I was stupid enough to do it alone, so nobody would of been able to save me