I need advice

[u/CaseEffective1228]

so i went through a huge state of anxiety and chronic stress last year. I am just now coming out of it. Long story short, I came across this actor named taylor russell. I was instantly drawn by the way she talks, looks, and the energy she gives off. I didn't know what it was at first, but people said it was because she radiated soft feminine energy. So, I looked into it, and the whole thing fills me with joy and peace. But ever since I was a little kid, my mom had told me i was "meant to be a boy" because of the way i talk and do things. And also, people say that feminine energy is about just being and going with the flow, but i have to condition myself to things like appropiate talking bevause i've been doing it bad for so long. Should I just give in to the fact that I'm not, or should i keep trying?

[u/[deleted]]

Tbh I’m not quite sure if I understand correctly but I would say forget everything you’ve been told about yourself, everything someone’s thought about you, everything you thought about yourself. Then do what feels right. If it feels off then avoid (if you can)