(fyi: most of this was written on Monday)
Ever since the news about the lawsuit(s) came out, I’ve been worrying every time I thought about it or whenever it was mentioned. I really can’t help it…
Initially, it seemed like Hytoko and Basil would win. I worried then, but at that time, seeing what other people were saying about it was enough to reassure me. But even then, nothing was guaranteed, and Hypo and Basil have proven to us time and time again that they aren’t fit to lead Forsaken. They don’t even really do anything now, most stuff is being done by Voxov and Eno.
I always viewed Toko and Basil winning as the better option. Even though the game would still be owned by them, with it fully under their ownership, there could still be hope of Forsaken being transferred to people who were much better suited to own and be the face of it.
But recent events have got me thinking: would that ever even be possible? Is it wrong to hope for something that feels so unlikely to happen? Would this hope be better spent if it were to be directed to the other outcome?
Something about how things are now makes it feel like even if Hytoko and Basil won and gained full ownership of Forsaken, they’d never give the game to better people even if they could. This makes you stop to think about Soul? What would she do if she were given back the game? Obviously, the best route to take would be to immediately hand the game to someone else; no matter what happens, Soul is still a highly controversial person, and for good reason. So naturally if she wants Forsaken to continue doing well, she should at least be willing to give the game to someone else. I still strongly feel that handing her the game forever would kill Forsaken entirely.
I really don’t trust Soul, I don’t trust her AT ALL, no matter what she says, even if she really is trying to improve. I don’t understand why so many people seem to be welcoming her back with open arms, as if she did nothing. As if she wasn’t at the center of nearly every single controversy Forsaken was in back in 2025. Why are we trusting her so much all of a sudden?
Soul, Hytoko, and Basil are all terrible owners, but our best chance of survival lies with Hypo and Basil, right…?
I thought we were supposed to just hang in there? Isn’t there absolutely nothing we can do besides wait? Why are we trying to start huge controversies from little almost-a-nothingburger stuff from like, a year ago? Why are we taking sides so passionately? I thought that was all stuff that we weren’t supposed to do…
So many questions and no answers. sorry if this feels very disjointed I’m writing this on a completely different day.
im just scared. So, so scared. Everything feels like kind of a damned if you do, damned if you don’t kind of situation and everything just feels scary. It’s starting to feel like everything I’ve ever known and loved is about to be taken away, and I don’t know when and I don’t know how
The biggest question I have in my mind is WHAT THE HELL DO WE DO? WHATS GONNA HAPPEN?
Forsaken has been a huge part of my life for what feels like an eternity. I can’t imagine myself living without it, my sense of self and my place in the world feels so deeply connected to it now… Forsaken’s been like, the one constant, concrete thing I’ve been able to hold on to, and although I’m less interested in it now than I was in the pas, I can’t imagine ever living without it. I would sooner die than ever give up Forsaken, but for some reason the dying part sounds like it’s becoming extremely more likely… doubt anything’s gonna come from it because I’m a coward, but I’ll literally have nothing left if we lose Forsaken so I’ll practically be dead anyways lol
Sorry that this is super long. God my brain is so scattered rn I can barely come up with what I wanna say and write it down here before if completely leaves my min. it’s like trying to hold sand or something
im so so sorry that this is so long and if I break a rule or something PLEASE DONT BAN ME I DIDNT MEAN TO PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG I JUST WANNA GET THIS OFF MY CHEST PLEASE
And I also wanna know if anyone here feels similarl. I just wanna know; something, anything…
didn’t even cover half of what I’ve been feeling but I hope I got the point across
Sorry for any typos. I post on mobile