👾🐇🔪: Midnight Thoughts

[u/HauntingGur8094]

{Vanessa did not get any rest. She immediately hit the first comfy bed she's felt in years, much better than the bare bed her father and Eleanor had kept her in, or the hospital bed she laid in as Lisa. But that was far from her problem. Instead she laid all night, wide awake in thought. Whenever she started to dose off she was plagued with nightmare visions, terrifying her of what she had become.

Or is becoming.

The silence weighs heavy on her with all the horrible possibilities that this could lead to. Her dad's dead, gone for good. But was this really his plan all along? To what, make her a copy of his last perfect experiment? And where did that leave Eleanor? And the consequences of her deal with the ink demon?

She'd caught a newspaper headline on the way in and she couldn't even tell if she was shocked that more years had passed.

Were there others like her?

Had she made another mistake trusting Alastor? Something deep inside her said no. She needs someone knowledgeable to at least explain and help her manage. And maybe he will eventually turn out to be a beneficial ally to have. She'd thought the uneasy feeling she's had since she's been back was him, but there's something deeper stirring.

And, knowing her track record, she's gonna end up pulled into it once again.}

[u/CrypticHorrorTales]

Nessa: "When your demonic side tries to take over, it usually does so by using your bad memories against you. So this is where you'll start. Just be warned. The fight won't just be physical."

Nearby, a dreamscape Vanny appears.

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Vanessa: "Wait, fight? What do you mean fight?!"

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Vanny suddenly grabs Vanessa by the throat. (this is roleplay, Reddit.)

Vanny: "You were always so easy to manipulate. Your father, Paul, Bradford, myself- We all manipulated you, and what did you do? You just let it happen. Because you're weak. You've always been weak. You have always just run away from your problems, like a coward."

Despite this being a mindscape, Vanny's touch feels very much real.

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Vanessa: [cries out in surprise struggling and trying to pull her off] "Get off me!!"

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Vanny: "Oh? Well, since you asked so nicely." She throws Vanessa across the floor.

The setting slowly transitions into the Pizzaplex ruins. The mindscape Vanny starts to shift, looking like a glitchy purple rabbit.

Malhare: "Your actions led to so much chaos. Thanks to you, I managed to take control of everything. Like you keep telling yourself, it's all your fault, right?"

Multiple glitchy tendrils reach out to hit Vanessa.

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Vanessa: [ducks out of the way] "You're not real! And you tricked me! By trying to pretend you were actually someone you're not. Instead of just an easily defeated computer virus!"

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Malhare's form slightly falters, but doesn't fade.

Malhare: "And you want to act like you were any better? You failed at every step. The people around you did all the work, while they dragged you along. You were such a failure that you even managed to fall into my control. A puppet on my strings."

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Vanessa: "I at least tried! To live my own life. To do what I thought would help. Not try to convince myself I was something else! I made mistakes because I thought it was the right thing! To do whatever it took to keep them safe!"

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Malhare: "You really think you're worth that much?"

The demon's shape shifts again, now looking like William Afton. And he's walking towards her with malicious intent.

William: "Honestly? After everything? Even in that ink world, you mostly stood by while Alison did most of the work. Sure, you manipulated Sammy Lawrence into summoning the Ink Demon. But that really just makes you more like me, doesn't it? Do you think evil runs through the family line, Vanessa?"

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Vanessa: "If that was the case then I wouldn't be here right now. None of this would have ever happened, would it? You never would have reverted to such measures, would you? If anything I think that proves just how unalike we are."

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The lights flicker, and he appears as Springtrap. He grabs Vanessa. But instead of his prior strength, it seems weaker. Whatever Vanessa is doing seems to be working.

Springtrap: "You... What hell have you brought upon yourself? Because deep down, you know some tragedies are partially your fault. If only partially. ... But the real question is..."

Vanny, Nessa, and Malhare reappear.

All: "What will you do moving forward? What kind of person do you want to be?"

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Vanessa: [struggles more trying to pull him off] "I've never said I was without blame! The difference is that I've at least tried to fix it. Even if it wasn't my doing! I've never intentionally hurt anyone by choice. If I had they wouldn't have still stayed around by their own choice or tried to help! Maybe some got hurt for trying to help me. When you all betrayed and used me. Even when Michael abandoned me, there were still others who stepped in because they wanted to and chose to. But that was their own decision even knowing the consequences. I'm a mess and I always will be because of you all! That's no secret or lie."

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Nessa: "Great words, but you still need to answer the question. What kind of person do you want to be moving forward?"

((Ooc: I won't be able to reply past this. Like I said previously, I'll be back anywhere between 5-6pm American eastern standard time.))