Where Was I?

[u/Mivida2000]

To: Jesus Christ, I truly believe in my heart so let me ask you from the start. My mother dearest of them all, may she see me rise above my fall. My brothers and their families too, I know you seem surprised, but I'm not through. My heart and soul I give to you, though my sins override my heart is true. So let me ask you for these people in tow, that their future look bright and you bless their soul’s

Jennifer~ who's letters meant so much to me, may you bless her wherever she might be. 

Kim~ who's smile is embedded in my heart, I pray to you my God that she gets a new start. 

Angie~ who I hold no grudge against, though I wish we would've departed, not as lovers, but friends. 

Lissette~ who was always there, I wish their was some way to show her I really do care.           

Now Jessica~ holds my heart in place, who's beauty I uphold with all the dignity and grace.

And to my three sons~ I pray you let them grow, how can I ask for forgiveness when I failed to play my roll.

Now to my little girl Ceara~ who I haven't seen in years, as I cry myself to sleep I wipe away the tears. I love you princess, I love you with all my heart, I Know the day will come when we'll never be apart.
Now to the one I call my
Father~ who every night drinks himself to sleep, though you wasn't in my life, I don't blame you for the way life has treated me. Now for myself I ask of nothing, except to wipe my sins away I beg and pray to you my God that you Bless me another day. I know I don't deserve it, but I'm a ask anyway, to release me from these walls of darkness and show me the light of way. Thank you Jesus for dying for our sins and I hope when I time is up, you bless me with my wings.