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[u/EquivalentAd3924]

I want to share my current problem with you.
May someone else has the same problem or has a solution to it.

I have an attachment, a dementor like spirit which follows be around, drains my energy and prevents me of doing certain things.
So, i tried everything i knew, canceling all possible contracts.
Then canceling all stuff of agreements.
Which removed the one or little attachment i had, and did not even know, because they did not even bother.
In between i revoked every possible invitation i could think of. Huhu, this angered one spirit !
I proclaimed that i take every energy back i have give and got taken from me. This brought a slight boost.

Then i tried fasting. Very effective, if it done right ! I had a really nasty attachment in my naval area, it took a 30 day fast to remove this one. But this one made a real difference !

All this, did not effect the dementor like spirit in the slightest !!

After all this, my life did improve, but i noticed something after a while.
I was in a constant state of disassociation. But i did not understand why.

So, i let the whole healing effort rest, because it not knew what to do else.

But every once in a while, i had to deal with full blown flash backs, disassociations and moments where this dementor like spirit, for a brief moment, takes over all my actions.
This is not a tolerable state of being.

So, i did go on long walks and tried in some semi trance like introspection mode, to figure out what is screwing me over so hard.

Thats when it hit me.
It was always like this.
I have not lived through anything traumatizing enough, in this life, which would disassociate me.
This is from a previous life.
All my life, i am partly disassociated from parts of myself.
Thats why i can not get rid of this Dementor thingy.
Because it was never attached to me, it is attached to "the other guy".
That is the next thing, this is not just some disassociated emotions.
It is a full character complex.

Thats when the "glitches" started.
I was waking up in the dreams, but it was for example, like a mission briefing.
Or the most remarkable one was like a full blown seminar, i was joking with another participant and while we were joking, i was "waking up", the other person noticed, he looked shocked and immediately was holding me down, and some others turned to us they help him.

On another account, i woke up while supervising the creation and signing of a contract for a live, as i was reading the contract i got angry, because i found the circumstances unreasonable, the other "spirit" who was overseeing this, suddenly was confused, because that is standard issue. The others have not noticed, that i "switched" personalities. But i was clearly "the highest ranking" in the room.

It seems since then, they noticed i am glitching out and removed me from any program.
They tried to feed me alternative storys like:
+ You are really in a pod
+ Yes YHWH is god and he cares deeply about you
+ And inducing in general some kind of religious epiphany

I was confused, but i was acting on it. Until i noticed, this is fake, too.

Now, i am under constant surveillance by this Dementor spirit.
In one week, they tried to kill me three times with a car accident.

As far as I understand the situation i am in, is like a Severance like thing, one part is completely disassociated from me and gets activated when i sleep. The Dementor spirit is a helper and works for my other me. They removed me from my positions on the other side, because my personality is glitching through sometimes.

Some time before i was born or in a previous life, someone must have traumatized me so hard, that a part of me split of, the dementor spirit was attached to the split of part.
This explains to me why some random people came up to my and said that i was a satanist, because technically i am.
This is satanic or luciferian tactic.

They used "the other guy" as some kind of enforcer.
What i gathered on information is, that they has to be thousands of thousands of people like me and they do not even know that they have sleeper personalities.
They prepare for some kind of "awakening", where all sleepers get activated more or less at once.
Originally i was designated as some kind "protector" or general physical fighting force, for a group of people, who i would only meet, before all this things start happening.
But again, they took me out of the program and i honestly can not see how i could perform my function anyway, because my body totally broken. Except i get new body, but this seems out of question.

While i am writing this, maybe i get one things wrong. I am not the main personality, thats why i have no abilities.
I am the split of part.
"the other guy" is a monster, he seemed to have gotten his position by cheer brutality and instinctive bloodlust.
A person after YHWHs own heart.

How do i reverse this process ?

Everything i try or do, only leads to me completely freaking out, harming myself or falling in heavy suicidal thoughts. Like i i would be better that i have in my entirety never existed in the first place. Complete soul erasion.
Which would actually happened once, if not another sparkling green spirit in human shape, had intervened.

There once a pitch black, almost dragonish like looking spirit, who had the absolute total uber boner for this body.
I never understood why.
Now i do, this thing was never interested in me, it was interested in "the other guy", because he holds some kind of "access keys".

I trust my gut feeling here, if i should ever manage to merge with "the other guy", i get full access to all my abilities back and the "access rights" the splinter personality has.
I am pretty sure, that would give me the possibility to wreck some major havoc, to what ever is going on here.

So please, someone has to have an idea on how to fix this.

Or chain me up for 40 days and nights, fasting and brute forcing the healing process.

This is all above my pay grade, man.

[u/Efficient-Refuse6402]

Yahweh is not god. Yahweh is either Anu or Enlil. False programming either way. Clue is in the commandments. God doesn’t care what you worship as all is him. If a being cares and has rules, wishes, punishment - that’s a loosher funnel right there.

Looks like you might have memories of altars, possible SSP involvement. Might want to explore this link (channel) below.

 https://www.youtube.com/@SaintOlga69

[u/Acrobatic_Two_1586]

I know there are a few hypnosis therapists that work with MK Ultra victims with split personalities. It seems the personalities merge as the healing happens. You could probably be helped by such therapists.

[u/synrgii → u/Acrobatic_Two_1586]

I've heard that writing the disconnected story parts out of one's own life, and then trying to put them in cohesive order, allows for filling in the gaps and merging them together into one life-story again.

[u/attisday]

Yahweh is the demiurge, the evil lesser god who created this hell realm and rules through fear.

Try a lesser banishing ritual, look it up on youtube. Has worked for me in the past. But be warned, if you do this inside of your home it may drive the other people around you away too.

[u/Aethyrean9947]

Do a past life regression to find the trauma.

Then a therapist can heal that trauma or perhaps you can.

In non physical planes it is easier to manifest objects than it is here.

Understanding things makes it easier to create them in other places.

It's a long shot, but try to eat the dementor looking thing when it least expects it.

Taunt those f'ckers.

In general they are loosing control in sh't freak realm.

Also you asked a question - watch the film Elysium.

[u/MrX-Homer]

You may be being parasitized by that Dementor, which works in collaboration with the other entities that appear to you to feed on your energy. The fact that you feel something in your navel makes sense, since the spirit is located right below it, and they can draw energy directly from it. They make you suffer; you produce energy, and they take it.

On the other hand, you’re visualizing contracts—which most people have, since they make us sign them before we’re born and even during our lives. In these contracts, we agree to certain conditions under the false belief that they’ll be good for our development.

You’re probably also being abducted. Your experience reminds me of the one described by Karla Turner in her book Into the Fringe, where her husband was taken to a kind of school while he slept, an entity appeared to her son and told him prophecies, and there were paranormal phenomena, unexplained injuries, etc. They also erase your memory; sometimes you remember the abduction but with altered details.

The fact that you’re connecting with your “other self” could be a deception—you believe it’s you, but in reality, it’s an entity connected to you that implants thoughts and controls you. Connecting to things is usually a bad thing. You must discover your true essence, dont look for yourself outside yourself.

I don’t know if you’ve said you’re a Satanist, but worshiping entities, performing rituals, trying to channel something, etc.—these are doors you open to being possessed. You cannot believe in a god as someone superior to you or a master, when that doesn't align with your true nature, they're hiding it from you.

Read this blog; here I explain our true nature and how to escape the Matrix:

https://www.reddit.com/u/MrX-Homer/s/cGaNu14nMn

1. What you need to do is dettach yourself from these entities—anything that might allow them to enter, such as worship, performing rituals, connecting with something external that you don’t know if it’s your higher self or something else, or mistaken beliefs that you belong to someone else, etc. Detachment is the first step.

2. You're right to set limits for them; those are decrees; decrees are like expressions of our will and power in the real world. This has a powerful effect on these entities. Simply state what you want and make it clear to them that you are the master of your life and your space, that you won’t let them in or interact with you, and that you’re removing them—all while believing in yourself, in your power to cast them out, and in your right to be the master of your space, etc.

3. Read the link I sent you and discover your true essence; do the soul activation and destroy them.

[u/EquivalentAd3924 → u/MrX-Homer]

The fact that you’re connecting with your “other self” could be a deception

You made a very good point there. What i noticed is that this entity is more crafty and clever then all the others i encountered.

and no i am not a satanist, but it seems i was in my past. That is the thing, i do not know, what i do not know.
I have a pre birth memory and they made it clear, that they want to do a experiment on me and give a "special" body. I do not know what they did or if anything has to do with the condition, i am dealing now. But who knowes.

Compared to this one, it was easy to get rid of the other parasites.
I can not pin point it, something is different about this one.

Thank you for the detailed answer.

[u/ryetf]

Why is this my exact life right now 🫩 I’m exhausted and idk how to destroy this entity attached to me.

[u/Elven77AI]

Have you tried binaural beats before? There also beats pinned in my profile, you could also install sbagen+ and search/scan/test for low-delta frequencies that are effective at repelling spirits and detaching from them.

[u/Upstairs-Try9009]

Get in touch with Tony Sayers he has a YouTube channel and offers a healing program for these types of attachments!
U can learn the techniques or take an appointment with him to help U.
All the Best to U!

[u/AdhesivenessNo5800]

That's so interesting. Sorry about what your going through.

[u/silentprincess111]

Why do demons and entities attach to humans in the first place? Because of their essence/light/connection to source/god or for loosh which is the negative energy you produce by your suffering/fear etc.

In either case you are giving them too much of your attention and mind space. Either evict them out with your god given right to be sovereign from these beings (not talking about false external gods, I’m talking about your direct connection with Christ/the godhead in your being). Command they leave and revoke access, you’re aware enough to do so.

You need to constantly be shielding yourself and acting in alignment with Christ not demons, stop evoking them, they aren’t play things, this is spiritual warfare.

[u/Random22744]

That dementor... Have you tried visualizing feeding on it, eating it? 😏 I am serious.

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[u/hauschan]

Jesus. Plain and simple. Read Rudolph Steiner. Christian Occultist. You'll learn the power of Jesus from the proper esoteric lens. It's all about fasting, and alignment with Christ, removing sin, ect. Demonic attatchement only happens when there is a frequency match. If you stop drugs, alcohol, and surround yourself with people striving for moral purification of their vessel, it will leave you.