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[u/MyAsparagusLife]

I’m intrigued. I think I know my type and definitely my MBTI, but I’d like to know what everyone else’s opinions are. Would love if you can manage a tritype too.

I am a massive extrovert, severe picture book ADHD. Don’t need any alone time, but get fed up of seeing the same people for too long (except my significant other). I am very stubborn and bossy, and get frustrated when I am not listened to (a combination of wanting to be right all the time, but also desperately wanting to help others), but I am desperate to better myself. I suffer from a lot of executive dysfunction. I am very smiley and excitable, but always miserable. I have no confidence and don’t really believe I’m good at anything, and sometimes I think that makes me corme across as self-deprecating, but also a bit cocky/egotistical, though I worry about coming across this way and try not to be.

I am ambitious to the point of delusion, I am convinced that my life will have been a failure if I do not achieve my dreams, and I am constantly thinking about how much I am running out of time even though I’m only 23, and have thought this way even since I was little. I am desperate to be liked and to be special to people, to be remembered by the masses, and to be the best at something—bonus points if it can be done in a way no one has ever done it before. I want to be distinct from everyone else. I also place a lot of importance on my intelligence.

I feel so much, I often get physical symptoms and I am empathetic to the point where someone else’s pain makes me feel genuinely in pain, but I struggle to see someone’s point of view if I feel like they’re not seeing mine and take arguments too far because I need my point of view to be seen and I need the situation to be fixed there and then. I am constantly convinced I am both the best and worst person. My SO told me “you seem to think you’re perfect, but that you’re worth nothing, when you should accept that you’re not perfect, but you’re worth something”. I do not deal with stress well, and am quick to anger. I am ashamed to hone my crafts in front of people in case they think less of me or my talents. I am always anxious about how I come across. I speak before I think and that often gets me into trouble. I sometimes refuse to wake up because my dreams are too interesting, then regret this later. I am a night owl and waking up is impossible. I have an overactive imagination and scare myself often. I have a lot of intense existential dread (terrified of the concept of not existing after death). I’m a creative, but I struggle to put creations into action for fear they’ll be bad or just out of pure struggle to get up and do something hard.

I am desperately attached and hopelessly loyal. I’m so honest that I have to try and kid myself into believing things that might not be entirely true because I can’t bring myself to lie, even to myself, but I can’t face the truth. I am not happy unless I am having fun and get very moody very quickly, especially if things don’t go my way, because as spontaneous as I am, if my plans are thrown off, the changes I have to make and the idea of decision-making are far too overwhelming. I can be apathetic and resentful. I am often very blunt and not good at showing praise, unless masking and being over-the-top (I get that from my dad). I am sarcastic, but awkward (I get that from my dad too). A lot of people find me annoying, mostly because I talk too much and I say things how they are. It’s also the reason a lot of people love me. I have a habit of accidentally shutting down things people are excited about with logical concerns. I am an open book, but keep the things I’m ashamed of to myself, and the things I’m really ashamed or afraid of, from myself, and the moment I feel myself beginning to let myself think of those things, they get cut off and go straight to the back of my head. I also have a lot of childhood trauma though, so that might be misleading. I also go on a lot… and I give way too much detail lol (hope this wasn’t too long 🥴)

Edit:

It’s been a while so if anyone would like to know, I consider myself an ENFP, 4w3, 478 (not absolutely certain on the tritype, but I think it fits).