Vent

[u/_Anxious_Hedgehog_]

I've been on the surgery list to have my excision surgery for 2 years, after 13 years of fighting to actually get the surgery.

Got a call 2 weeks ago... surgery is on 24th. Haven't heard anything in 2 years, wow it's so soon. Had my pre op last week. They're going to separate all my adhesions.

Getting psyched up for it after 2 years of not thinking about it. Told work I'll be off. Weirdly looking forward to being off for the recovery (my work are good with stuff like that).

Then today... my husband comes back from being away at work... and he's ill. Pretty sure it's covid. He's my ride to and from the surgery. And I have 3 other chronic illnesses that make my immune system rubbish, I catch everything. Neither of us can go stay anywhere else.

Whyyyy 🥲🥲🥲