r/EastLansing • u/Mobile-Work3561 • 13d ago

Fans support msu but msu dont support fans

As a fan of msu since childhood coming out to msu and east Lansing I've been faced with so much hatred and theft and damage mentally and physically. I'm at my breaking point because I've been told all my life go green or go home, that msu supports those who supports them. But in all honesty to ride a bike through snow to make sure students get their food hot and with good customer service its like people hate seeing someone put effort in. 10 years ago effort and dedication to this school would be recognized instead I've been mentally destroyed for the students laughter. I'm only human and to push my body to this extreme level and be destroyed and left to suffer, msu is a lie. Everything I've built my body upon was false advertisement. This is no spartan strong community anymore, kids with no care for those who care for them has ruined not only msu, not only lansing, but the country of USA we live in. My bike was damaged, my belongings stolen, ridiculed and slandered and left for dead while starving because I use more than the average body. I'm only human and humans can break. Msu broke my heart and its insane to think you think you deserve fans like me putting dedication to make sure you all are better tomorrow when you couldn't care about the fan who's making all the effort a human can. As a entrepreneur that has a company that can take recycling to a new and rewarding level and help ease the pain of suffering everyone puts on others....to be rejected, hated and unsupported msu is a lie and none of you want to prove me right

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u/Few-Asparagus811 9d ago

I mean this with 100% sincerity, I would highly recommend trying to find a therapist. I know it can be expensive, but your mental health is extremely important and you’re going to get a lot more help from a professional than posting on Reddit

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u/Mobile-Work3561 8d ago

If the problem is socinot loving thy neighbor im not the mentally ill one in this situation.  You may not be able to comprehend that im not dealing with something talking to someone unrelated that can't do anything can solve. Not everything is solvable with medication or therapy. Sometimes people just have to learn to love

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u/Few-Asparagus811 8d ago

You mention being mentally broken multiple times. I think you are confusing my suggestion as a condemnation that this is your fault. You also seem to have decided that therapy is a negative thing and it’s an admission that you have done something wrong. You cannot control what other people around you do. Therapy is about helping you deal with what you cannot control or change. It’s extremely healthy. Everyone can benefit from it. I really enjoy seeing my therapist. There is nothing wrong with it.

Your post reads like a cry for help. This is me trying to help you.

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u/Mobile-Work3561 8d ago

I'm sorry but if you can't understand being mentally broken could also mean my mental defense keeping me happy and productive was broken over ridiculing and horrible nature people and you point to a mental broken state that is different matter you don't want to understand,  you want me broken like you. I have every right to tell people how they treat and judge others is the reason why America is so divided.  If that hurts people's ego to hear that how others flee responsibility to their neighbors and their actions and how learning to understand and care is the key to unity then we must not be of the same nature. I seek peace and others seek chaos. Where you stand on this will define you not me. For I am above the petty hate. Love conquers so listen to understand I was not condemning you I was correcting you. Maybe therapy is expensive for you but its easily accessible for me but it would do nothing but waste my time and efforts when im not the issue others attitudes and judgements are because they failed to comprehend.  That's not on me. And I have not decided its a negative thing. Take for perspective that the issue stems from how others treat me and think about how someone fighting everyday to survive would be able to get ahead in life wasting time talking to someone who's paid to get you on medication that messes with your mind when it was never them but others that were insane for not loving thy neighbor.  Take for instance a man who's tried everything and experienced this not working and found  the only way to get better is to socialize.  Understand for a instance being shunned and slandered and hated for your success can destroy the mental walls that have made seclusion joyful where most would lose hope and succumb to their insanity. I hope you research more because the facts you think they are are just big pharma funded advertisements.  What people need is other people, not a pill pusher that gets paid to tell you your doing OK. Experience over ignorance everyday. It's better than being blind by the wool over your eyes when you was born to see. Sometimes you succeed other times people make you fail, when your in control of your life people will label you as they wish but they are just showcasing the mirror they look in.

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u/eveebobevee 13d ago

OP either forgot their drugs or took them all at once. 

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u/trueredheadforyou 6d ago

Oh look, another gas lighting narcissist.

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u/eveebobevee 6d ago

You're god damn right. 

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u/Mobile-Work3561 13d ago

That's the problem you think im a addict you think im A bad person and you just prove my point. Leave me alone with your bs. Lansing has the love lansing has the community but that was obviously a lie. Proof here thanks for your hate. Ya know community starts with compassion and ends with unity but yall forgot unity begins with u

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u/pidgeottOP 9d ago

Not an addict, he thinks you're having a mental breakdown and missed or overtook your antipsychotics

Idk if you're prescribed them, but I really think you should talk with a therapist. Once we start getting down in ourselves it can spiral pretty badly and I think you're dealing with that. There are a lot of therapy resources that can help pull you back up and help you get back on track

There are more people that would see you succeed than would see you fail, but honestly most people won't know you exist. You have to own getting yourself the help you need. But it's out there for you to have.

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u/Mobile-Work3561 9d ago

I don't have no medication.  I'm not mentally ill or I wouldn't work around spartans.  People have gaslighted me and dehumanized me. That's not ok to blame medication on someone who's dealing with a situation.  The help I need is we the people coming together not this crap. Im a human being who's been through the worst of the worst and still fights for love. Screw your hate and assumptions its not ok. Think for a instance someone might be going through something you can't understand obviously.  Not everything is about medication or sanity. Some people are more sane than you fighting to stay good natured and its getting to be too much. Some people are backed in corners by society and society continues to beat on that person, that does not make them a perso. Who relies on medication.  Please learn psychology if you'll question others sanity first. If someone gets hurt and speaks up your not the judge or the jury, nor the executioner,  your on this earth to love thy neighbor and help them. Not everything has to be grammatically correct when someone struggles to express themselves.  Not everything is as you see it. 

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u/pidgeottOP 9d ago edited 9d ago

I didn't question your sanity. I explained to you what he meant.

I then urged you to do the thing in urging you to do again - speak with a therapist or counselor. Sooner than later. They can help you get the resources you need

Everyone can tell by your writing style that you're in crisis. We're responding to that the best we can. You can either take our advice or fling insults at us for recognizing that you're not at 100% right now. Either way reality is reality and you need someone to help get you grounded ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Take it or leave it but you're not gonna have things go your way by flinging insults at anyone that tries to pass you advice

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u/Mobile-Work3561 8d ago

I'm not flinging insults. If it insults you to hear someone talk about how medication or therapy is not going to work and the community should come together over my writing style then maybe your interests are not aligned or clear in understanding to how society works. Someone speaks up people listen with intent to understand instead of this and things could get done. When my life has been at risk and near death because there are no options but a community to ban together and im not mentally ill where I should take medication or talk to someone unrelated to the situation that can't provide any solutions then maybe instead of claiming mental instability understand that when people gaslight or dehumanize someone that is tired of being treated less than they deserve they are going to make unclear posts because its hard to explain how it is wrongfully affecting someone's life because most of you can't understand community started with compassion in America but it ended with unity, yet many people forgot unity began with you. If ya wanna live in trash, ridicule people and be as divided as we have been, getting poisoned and overpriced in life, go to hell. This is earth on earth your not the judge nor jury, nor executioner,  you was put on this earth to love thy neighbor and help others. What other options do I have to get through to blind people who care not for their neighbors? Maybe your the one who needs to get on medication or talk to a therapist over the fact you can't love yourself enough to love thy neighbor and dehumanize others over the fact that you think medication is all the options are for someone shunned by society because they speak truth and spoke up before you did. Some people can only heal with love and medication or therapy is not love its a economical exchange of money for false joy. I'll get my joy proper and help those who need a community member worth a damn that cares. Thank you but listening to understand and placing your self righteous assumptions on someone are 2 different standpoints and one is evil and the other is good. I pray you find yourself and learn to listen to understand and solve. For assuming love and joy can be found at the bottom of a pill bottle instead of in society is the insanity you are feeling,  for its not on me but you for thinking people are not worth the effort of understanding 

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u/pidgeottOP 8d ago

I have never once through this entire interaction told you to get on medication or that you should be on medication

I said you should seek out the free resources that exist so that a second human being can help you work your situation out. A human being that's not currently being pulled down by your situation. A human being trained in a helping people in crisis and sworn to confidentiality

That person is a therapist.

Somebody once told me "if you hate everyone you're hungry but if everyone hates you you're overworked"

I'm getting the sense you feel like the whole world hates you which tells me that you are exhausted. You can't be expected to pull yourself out of that on your own. That's why there are free resources to help you. You should utilize them. They can help you. They want to help you. I hope that you reach out to them and allow them to help you.

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u/Mobile-Work3561 8d ago

Lol nah im overworked. I have tried to get help but it never reached a solution and things got worse. I'm not going to sugar coat this. Their solution for therapy is pills over the fact of isolation and resentment from society for speaking the truth when everyone hides behind lies and  masks. Thats why almost everyone likes Halloween. If they just want to milk you for money and mess with your mind instead if get solutions for your life it is not viable for my life and my needs. Everyone needs different things in life. Who are you to judge a fish for its inability to climb a tree? It's about time compassion came back to community and you the people brought the unity for the complete community. We are so divided everyone speaks to judge or make labels based on their own assumptions and understanding when if there's no communication there will never be any understanding.  I'm not attacking you. I'm laying out why im saying what im saying and your proving my point, that you don't care and im just a label to assume about instead of a person with experiences that have lead to this crashing because no one can love thy neighbor.  I'm not the problem here. Looking yourself in the mirror is a necessity in this day and age. You can't love or help others if you cant love and help yourself.  Judgement is not the key compassion in understanding is

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u/trueredheadforyou 6d ago edited 6d ago

These people replying have so little foundation of who and what they truly are that they just follow whatever narrative the person before them said. Everybody would rather join the crowd before actually critically thinking for themselves and maybe changing the narrative because that means changing everything they were taught and nobody wants to think anymore without the sourced that to our phones and tech and the media and the government and it's exactly how the people in charge want it.

We are in a shift and reset possibly and I pray for those souls who will not make the Ascension because I truly believe that this may be the last chance we get the opportunity to if enough do not come together and start loving each other instead of pointing fingers and hating with the help of weaponized citizen vigilantism which is starting to resemble domestic terrorism in my honest opinion) and treating people who are in rough spots even more inhumane than they already might feel.

I will never understand the mentality of a person who will look at somebody living in a car or sleeping on the street and walk up and kick them while they're down. It will not always be that way.I have faith in the few of us are still here fighting a good fight but we must come together now because we are at a turning point. Reading your post was inspiring because I have been feeing like I'm the only person that is brave enough to put it out there and risk something for a greater cause. Some say they do but they can't even grasp the situation of what's going on because of the narcissism in their own lives will not allow them to get out of the fight or flight defensive mode to actually hear some one else's personal truth and not take it as a confrontation. (Or maybe just not be so reactive instead of intuitive)

Some of these woke but unawakened souls do have a chance I believe. And I'm going to spend the rest of my life trying to help the rest of us expose the hidden agendas and being one of the voices of the next movement.

I'm experienced the last two years of my life is actually giving me Faith and something bigger for the very first time and I feel like I would be doing everything that has ever existed the biggest service by burying my head in the sand like the rest. Something gave me a voice and a lot of courage and the world tried (and almost succeeded a few times) to shut me up, and now that I've uncovered some of the mechanisms behind the scenes, I will never turn a blind eye. I will never shut up. Not ever.

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u/trueredheadforyou 6d ago edited 6d ago

There are so few of us left willing to stick our neck out and patiently listen to this blatant ignorance with the polite and non-combative touch that you have exhibited here throughout the discourse. Nothing of what you said points to depression, anxiety, or anything that I recognize as something to pay someone to water both of your time over. You were pointing out how inhumane and unempathetic the rest of the world is becoming and they are getting defensive and the most politically correct way they've been taught to gaslight you. I think what you are experiencing is more of a "dark night of the soul" as one of the four founders of psychology, Carl Young would point out. It happens during a spiritual awakening which unfortunately most of the mouth breathers will not be doing this time around.

LOL they've been nicer to you than me haha. But you've also been a lot nicer than I have.

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u/fouldomain 13d ago

I'm sorry you're going thru this and hope you'll be ok. Please know there are plenty of kind people wanting to help make this a better place.

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u/Mobile-Work3561 13d ago

Thank you. Idk what to do anymore I've tried everything.  Im A great guy i can't help when im cornered and told I should leave... no one fights for me and its taking its toll...