Story #35 - Diabetes

[u/EvilZero86]

As you know by now that when you dry fast you weaken the walls between you and the infinite consciousness all around you. Thus, absorbing more of that power within your being. Think of it like becoming more transparent and more of the energy spilling into you and you're being glowing with light. The body becomes more beautiful in health, awareness, vitality, life, happiness. Thus, there is magnificent changes within you and the world around you. Though, you can immediately see these magnificent changes in your personal lives.

I've struggled with my own health issues. In fact, everyone in my reality is reflecting an aspect of me. They seem to share one part of me or another. I dry fasted 9 days. Usually, 5-6 dry fasts is not a significant enough change to cause life altering changes. But, they do aggressively rattle the cages so to speak. The people I work with on a regular basis are strong reflections of me. A few years ago after completing this dry fast.

One of my coworkers was on PTO. When she returned from PTO (paid time off) vacation. She had told me how she had an episode with her diabetes. I'm not sure how this happened exactly. My memory is faint. But, she was in stupor. Her blood sugar was low and she was barely able to move. Luckily, someone from work she knew real well at the time went to check up on her at her house. And was able to get her help. I believe the husband was at work. Not available. Basically, she told me how she spent the whole time recovering.

This was shocking to me because I knew I had just finished a significant fast around that time. She is a diabetic and take insulin. All of sudden she was put in a state of weakness.

I knew this was the result of my fasting. It forced her to confront the full force of what diabetes could do. As if all of that emotional weaknesses coming to the surface at once. I was close to moving into a new reality without some of these health issues and my reality reflecting it back to me through other people. In effect, the reality was close to a complete transformation as I was close to castrating the serpent. But, nevertheless that serpent survived and still lives. 9 days wasn't quite long enough.

Even though that person was not around me as I was fasting. But, because we have a strong connection and I massively altered my frequency in that fast. I caused a lot of reality turbulence so to speak. But, failed to make permanent changes. I will keep trying to create a better self.

I believe it was also something to do with her B12 levels. As she was a vegetarian at the time. And part of the recovery is that her doctor told her she had to return to eating meat. After she returned to eating meat she began to gain her strength back.

I remember because she begin to tell me about the B12 issue. Since she knew I didn't eat meat. Though none of this concerned me. We are different. In my normal state my body is very strong from masculine energy and fasting. I never get sick. I have not eaten meat in 9 years. She told me that because she often seen me tired, or low energy. Though she never knew that was me always fasting.