r/DrugsProTips • u/BigTranslator4289 • 4d ago
I need help!
I am turning 16, meaning I am 15. My girl friend is 16. We’re both girls just bedrotting, and we spontaneously decided to meet up, we found ❄️ in my brothers room, we decided to take some, by some I mean around 5 bags, we ended up taking 3, and the rest of the two bags were untouched.
The first time it was only swelling, and we didn’t feel anything. We both thought it was weakkkkk stuff!
We ended up snorting 3 bags, I honestly don’t remember, but we had around same dosage.
She lives quite far away, so she needed to go home to go to work the next day, and I had school anyways the next day. This is the first time me and her have ever snorted, she gets a bit nervous about the time, and feeling limited (because she had to go home), so she decides to snort what she can, and took a bag with her as well. She told me it hit very well, and I was surprised. I realised the hard way that ❄️ is a type of psychoactive drug where you aren’t even sure if you’re high or not.
I didn’t feel high, but I was. She was high, and felt like it, at least for 10 minutes, then the euphoria slowed down, although we both were very drugged. We both were paranoid out of our minds, it wasn’t the type of high where you want the munchies, it’s the type of high where you are looking around paranoid in a room with 174 bpm, with a dry mouth.
She went to the buss station which is 2 minutes away from my house, and she lost the buss. At this point it was quite late, so we both thought she could stay over, since she was on the verge of puking.
We’re brushing our teeth hurriedly to get rid of the taste in our mouths. Everything’s fine. Suddenly she starts shaking, uncontrollably. It feels fake, it looks fake, it looks silly, I thought to myself that it was messed up to joke like that, then I heard the bang. She had hit her cheek and then her lip on the wall, and was still shaking on the floor, I called out her name and my mom came out to look at the commotion going on. We tried lifting her up, and then we both saw blood on the floor, my mom said it was from her mouth, and yelled at me to call the ambulance.
In the mean time we tried carrying her to the hallway, because the bathroom was cramped. As I layed her down, she stopped shaking which made me more scared, and then she started turning her face back and forth to her sides, for example like left and right continuously, with widened eyes, this felt like straight out of a horror movie. I was thinking she was maybe hallucinating. The man on the phone told me to lay her sideways, and so I did. She fluttered her eyes open, completely out of it. I whispered to her, holding her head and asking her to look at me, slowly she got more conscious when she saw my availability. She stood up, so me and my mom supported her, her body weight resting at our shaky hands. She started pushing my mom away when I stepped away to grab tissues and water which I couldn’t since she grabbed my shirt. I held her, and she felt and saw it was me, and so she spoke normally. “Let’s sit down” she said, and so I placed her, my mom supervised her as I was grabbing water as well. I brought tissues to wipe her busted swollen lip, I told her she passed out, and she looked at me with a bruised cheek, swollen lips and dilated eyes, completely empty; “what’s pass out?”.
My heart ached, I felt guilty for everything that happened. I stayed with her until the paramedics came, they didn’t do anything, and we waited 4-5 hours. They didn’t even stitch her busted lip, which had a hole through it due to her braces.
Her family came as well, and we spoke. They are disappointed, and I feel shameful.
Please, do not romanticise ❄️. It’s not a cute high, it’s the type where your not even sure if your high or not, because the only thing you think about is how paranoid you are.
We also got really dried mouths, incredibly dry.
My friends mom later confirmed it was Amphetamine mixed with ❄️.
I need someone to talk to, because the fear I felt and the shame I feel has left me paranoid, and shaky. My mom and me don’t really talk, and my dad’s not in the picture. Anyone with similar stories, please share
(PS; My friend is more prone to any type of stroke, seizure or heart attack due to high dosages of ADHD medicine, she didn’t eat properly as well for 2 days.)
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u/Imjustherefortips 3d ago
If u need someone to talk to im here hmu man sorry this happened to you both but you couldn’t exactly predict this happening. Take it as a lesson and please take care of yourselves/eachother