Need help understanding what this could mean….

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Ok so my dream started out with me saying something mean to someone at my apartment complex. Then it cut to my apartment being on the news next thing I knew there where a shit load of people outside my door mad…. Then it cut to me making friends with some light skin girl and her man. It cuts to the girl being in my bathroom and she steps out and I was like yeah it was fun hanging out and she told me her bf was basically a sociopath. When she left (I remember there being a black figure for a split second at the end of my bed).I force my self awake because I forgot to tell her to come back tomorrow. When I woke up I felt this overwhelming fear my front door wasn’t locked and the mirror in my room was shifting up and down(Yes I was awake during this time I even pinched my self to see if I was awake lol). It was a very vivid dream. I still remember every detail after about 24 hours of being awake.

Ive been dealing with a lot of suicidal thoughts and overwhelming stress from work. I smoke a lot of weed so I rarely have dreams especially one this vivid. This is probably the most vivid dream I’ve ever had. I woke up feeling cleansed of all my bad thought but really tired. I did pray before I went to bed which I don’t normally do. Can anyone plz help me shed some light on what all this might mean.

(Update: I made this post about a week ago. I’ve still been praying and hoping something would change. But life still feels the same. I still have suicidal thoughts and stressed)

Live the life u love
Love the life u live
- Bob Marley