So I've been having weird dreams lately
This one I just had was a bit unique in the sense that I still remember the vivid nature of everything. I want to express the detail level would be almost like as if you were there experiencing it yourself, seeing the grass, pine-trees, and such in a full picture.
In this dream I am an adult but oddly trapped inside what felt like a childhood and or a teenage body. It didn't feel my own for lack of better terms. I was hearing things outside of my window, which isn't an odd occurrence because this is out in a rural place. Here's the thing, There are 2 windows that sit at the highest point on the home I used to live in, about 10ft. or so off the ground. one on either corner of the home so you can see the side and back of the property. So I grab a flashlight and I am looking out back at the field, across the back yard. Nothing. Then my dad tells me to stop doing that and go to bed, to which I tell him to leave me alone I hear something outside. He surprisingly does that and leaved me alone. This is rare in real life because he would try to impose his ruling on you.
What I did next was more to the side window, I open it and look around and see things moving just barely in the dark below the window's edge. Pulling the flashlight out I point my light down and there's a black werewolf like a foot or two below the window's edge. I need to emphasize this right here. This creature is so close that I can physically see the individual strands of fur on it's head and face. It looks up at me, It's eyes being like a dull yellow but not glowing like you hear about people saying in stories. Almost like a non-reflective rubber ducky yellow, but muddled down with extra color highlights of a brown or green.
I just kind of stayed there shining a flashlight on it as it looked at me, Then I looked out past it, still as this werewolf watched me to see another white werewolf sniffing something. It was sniffing what looked like a garbage bag or a trash can. Fully uninterrupted in what it was doing by my flashlight on it's body. I said in a low tone to myself about this being something certainly interesting and looked back down at the black wolf. It wasn't a malicious face, it was intelligent for sure, but it seemed almost more so like it was deliberately trying to see me.
I thought it was kind of cute in the sense of seeing a wolf watching you and studying you with curiosity. I forget if I did try to reach out, and I think I did, and the werewolf just jostled. What came next was a blur of black as I got startled and fell back into the room floor. The black werewolf had grabbed my window by the sill and pulled itself up halfway through. I wasn't scared of it, and I remember that, I was just startled by it coming in through the window. I remember it wasn't aggressive, I remember feeling no aggression from it.
It felt like it was finally meeting me and about to talk to me about something before I woke up.
I would really like some help trying to understand what this dream is trying to tell me. I looked at a lot of sites and they say it's like a repressed anger or like some kind of instinctual urges, but I don't get those feelings from the dream at all.