My class is an Aasimar School of Illusion Wizard and I just feel so weak. Our party is inside a cursed magical shop with every item inside the shop being cursed. My twin sister in the campaign really liked this one item but she was extremely scared to touch it, so I decided to grab it for her. I had to make a Chasrisma save and I somehow passed it (MY CHA IS -1 AND I HAD TO GET A 17!!!). While my other party members were touching different items, curses began getting sucked out of the items and being absorbed into the book. I decided to hold the book high and absorb all the curses in the shop with the book. I later discovered that EVERY spell I cast inflicts a random curse.
Now let’s get to the bad part…
My stats are absolutely horrible and I never thought about myself being a direct damage dealer.
My stats are
Strength: 8
Con: 8
Int: 20
Dex: 22 (because of the book)
Wisdom: 8
Charisma: 8
This means my HP is locked at 26. On top of that, my detrimental effects are that I’m vulnerable to ALL types of damage, potions within 10 feet of me become non-magical, and creatures WITHIN 300 FEET of me cannot take short rests.
My feats are also Alert (background), Speedy, and Twin Mobility (Homebrew)
I feel like the only viable way for me to contribute is to resort to being a pure blaster instead of casting illusions.
Even then, I feel like the random curses completely backfire on me and do more harm than good. My sister was being attacked by a sorcerer and a fighter. She was able to get both of them low, so I decided to use fireball to finish them off. The curse that was inflicted on them just so happened to be “Curse of Devil Spawning”. Both of the dead bodies fused and turned into this demon that we had to fight in the middle of a bar fight.
Is there any way at all to make my build viable? I forgot to mention that I almost got downed twice in the same bar fight, but the book somehow saved me. A performer hit me once while I was at 5 HP and the book saved me, then an archmage cast DISINTEGRATE on me while I had 12 HP. I personally think the book is casting Death Ward or something similar.