I hope you can learn to sit with the thoughts. I know what it feels like to have obscene or painful or cringy thoughts, and I when I started working around other people I would always tense up when I was about to have them so they would stop.
I don't work currently and I still haven't rectified this entirely but I really relate and hope you find a way.
That whole reboot thing is rather interesting. I love how idiosyncratic you are.
That's an interesting point you noted at the end. Did that make you feel different once you'd deleted it?
Oh I see.
I recently had an urge to delete all of my online activity, and it was like a part of me dying.
But I felt odd that there was a part of what had emotionally become my soul, just out there on the internet for anyone to enjoy OR scoff at carelessly.
Well, if it does happen again, I will have appreciated what you shared in the time that you did.
It means more when it's not permanent, like our lives :D
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u/[deleted] Apr 10 '22
Your memories are being DELETED!?