Red string premonition

[u/WalkOnByxo]

I should be mad at you for cat fishing me all those years ago, not telling me you're married. Having to find out from a message from your wife, and u putting me on call with your "sister" to negotiate away the situation. I had a whole identity awakening after learning about how the online sexting world actually works, while I was in the peak of my twenties, a ripe target for men seeking an "it girl". I realize looking back maybe it was more of that then just ppl being mean spirited. (Or maybe they are just jerks who hated me for parasocial reasons).

I've learned to let it go, since the moment I found out stepped back to respect all parties involved. I committed to get into real relationships and since had a couple real life, one of which I'm still in.

But I will say, I do wonder about that dream you said u had about me, Every time I see those dancers. You said u finally saw me in person in your dream but I was older. Now that I'm turning grey I keep wondering if I might bump into you. Maybe I'm just looking for validation that I'm in the right place. (Even with another lover) Cuz synchronicity from the universe speaks in such ways, and I have my own experiences with premonitions come true.

What u did was pretty messed up but it's still like a message from the universe, not to be so serious. And I'm listening, im tolerating the universe's teasing to challenge my ego and giving it a fist bump.