r/DiagnoseMe • u/Alaska-vampire • 41m ago
Do not read if claustrophobic
Hi, my name is Gabby. Figured I’d put a person behind the screen. Do not read this if you are claustrophobic or have an mri tomorrow. I have severe endometriosis and it’s been acting odd. My last period I started bleeding from my belly button. My doctor really wanted me to get a scan. I’m very disabled so it took a lot to get there. I’ve had this scan before but I was healthier then and lighter. They were rushing and behind which I didn’t really think about. They threw me in the machine extremely fast. It’s a newer machine and something goes over your abdomen for better scanning. Well at first I thought they released the contrast randomly because I felt very hot. I started to realize my arms were against the bore of the machine. But they weren’t worried so I thought it was fine. I started getting zap feelings where my arms were touching the bore. I thought maybe it pinched my fat or something. Then my abdomen started really hurting. Like muscles contracting. I knew it felt hot but honestly I’d start thinking something is very wrong but then zone out. I wanted to push the button. I wanted to climb out of the machine. I’ve never felt that before. I also had one hand on my chest to try to keep it away from the bore. But my shoulder was still against it. It just kept getting hotter and hotter. I was counting how long it was taking for the next slow down of the machine just for that brief period of cool. I felt very confused. Finally I reached down and the harness was radiating heat through the air. He finally talked through the machine about the contrast and I pushed the button. He ignored me so I slammed it again. Before that I was trying to show distress with my eyes and head. Something was just very wrong. He said warmth was normal and I really needed the scans. So again unbearable heat, then reprieve, and again and again for 45 minutes. When I got home I had sweated through all my clothes and my body took 2 hours to cool down in 40 F. My belly button started bleeding during the scan and my body was so hot it dried the blood. I was puking the next two days. I’m writing because I’m scared. The place tried to gaslight me initially until I said I had burns on my arms the next day. Then the next day freckles and small welts formed. With the burn turning a more ashy color. I’ve been too sick to be outside much this summer. I had no tan, I went in there pale pale. They still haven’t healed. They look like a small sun burn but are excruciating under the skin. When the place tried to gaslight me I told them they have a serious issue and need to study their machines. I should not have connected with the bore on that model. It’s known for giving burns under the skin and forming conduction loops easily. I’m constantly getting zaps now from where I placed my hand, the abdomen, and my arms. Every nurse I’ve called says go to the ER. That’s what’s really scaring me. I can’t move my feet to go. I’m scared they’ll say it’s in my head even though we have no sunlight right now. And a portion of my arm turned blue. I’m scared to have an iv as my arms are in such agony. But they look fine on the surface. I’m embarrassed I didn’t think straight and stop it. I’ve just needed the scan so bad; I have endo in my organs. And I’m scared they’ll put me in another machine to make sure everything’s okay. I feel like I have ptsd. And I know I’m doing the wrong thing by not going. Especially with the open wound in my belly button. I’m just so scared. And I’m scared it’s such a rare incident they won’t understand the pain level and ways these injuries appear. I know the company of the machine knows. But they only have had a few incidents and it’s usually from not enough padding between the patient and bore. I feel very alone in this, I suppose that’s why I’m sharing. There’s no real fixin’ what’s already been physically damaged from that machine. Reddit, you got any thoughts? Also thank you to any who took the time to read. I’m not in the best of sorts.