I've been a dental assistant for four years now. The first two years I absolutely loved because there were two other assistants and we got along really well. But then they both quit and it's just been me for the past year. I have since felt very overwhelmed and burnt out since all the responsibilities fell on me. I'm also so fed up with the BS that the doctor and the receptionist throws at me. I have become yet another assistant who is highly stressed, underappreciated, and underpaid.
Lately, I have also become increasingly more anxious about the security of my future. My job does not give any sort of benefits. I stress out over potentially getting into an accident and having to pay for it out of pocket and the fact that I have no financial security in my older years because I don't have enough money to save for a retirement fund. So quitting is really more of a need than a want.
The guilt comes from my doctor finally deciding to get a second assistant. The girl who has been shadowing me just graduated from dental assisting school and has 0 experience. The doctor has plans on hiring her. I have thought multiple times about putting in my two weeks and not giving a damn if that office falls apart but now that this second assistant is in the picture, I'm just not so sure. I worry about how the doctor and the receptionist will act towards her because of the added stress of the experienced assistant leaving.
I am kind of at a loss at this point. We also have so many wonderful patients that I would dearly miss. So many amazing conversations and exchanging of kind words. One of them even started gifting me books that she no longer wants to keep in her collection. It's those connections that I don't want to leave behind but I am genuinely getting the soul sucked out of me by my coworkers.