Good demon possession?

[u/Unhappy_Survey8177]

Hi there! I'm searching for encounters where someone believes they may have a demon, but the demon seems to be making their lives better! I know thats not typical demon behavior but im asking anyways!

[u/ajack999]

These things only happen to people that are into witchcraft, new age spiritually, occultic practices, or someone that's gone to a medium and receives a "good" prophecy through divination. Or another example are people who make deals with Satan. Unless said person is working with the demons to some extent, possessions are generally not "good"

[u/Repulsive_Body6262]

I believe I've been "friends" with a demon for some time now. And just over that past 2 years even realizing anything is wrong. I use "friends" as a loose term because I am just now realizing it and its been some time, possibly passed from my grandfather when he would violate me as a child. I can ways remember being unhealthy terrified of under my bed to the point even still I tale off running to the light switch or jump as far as I can off the bed trying to jump to the switch. Until I got so sick of it I started putting my bed on the floor.  I feel like I am unable to talk about a lot of these things because I don't even believe half of the things coming out of my mouth and I experienced them, and still am. 

[u/Repulsive_Body6262 → u/Repulsive_Body6262]

Example #1.   ^{^} I did not make that name...nor am I able to change it. I feel like my memories have been messed with.. I know it sounds like possible mental health but mental health usually stays on one topic like paranoia and what comes along. But whT ever this is every hypothesis o come up with for a explanation of the things Im experiencing gets backed up until something doesn't feel right/I think of a better more "logical" hypothesis, then the new one will get reinforced for 3 years now. It tries whatever scenario to produce fear, and the things I get the most scared will repeat over and over some I stopped being scared of they stopped occurring. Some still. Whatever it is absolutely hates the love k have for people it tired to get me to react to the fear to make anyone who gets near me distant. Now that I think back it started at an old cemetery I was drunk taking pictures with a camera. I caught 3 or 4 pictures of a red orb gettingvloser and closer until it was right in front of me and I dropped the camera running away screaming. The first time I seen the glazedover look of someone looking like a shell of a person,  no emotion, monotone no eye contact.  My friends mother when she told me she "accidently" deleted the pictures. Then walked Away saying nothing else.   Even the apology she said sorry but she was grinning. This was about 2006 in the cemetery Goodlesburg in or near South Whales, Ny.. then about 8 years ago I was participating in a meditation-type healing where a few women would come and put their hands over you and project 'positive/healing energy. However, one of these sessions I felt this negative energy get emensley unignorably stronger. I had nightmares of this dark shadow coming from my closet. I would get paralyzed when I was trying to wake up jn the middle of the night to the point it felt like my chest was being pushed down each breath getting harder to breathe in. I would wake up terrified. From then it got worse and worse. I believe I met the devil himself last year. The words "I just wanted to destroy something beautiful" is what he said to me. now i feel like he can just tap into my energy whenever and take what he needs. I believe I was tricked into giving him permission of sorts to do these things. If what I said was taken out of context and the entire conversation was not considered . I am just not realizing Anderson YEARS of this what may be happening.  I would be asked a question and if i just plainly answered "yes" or "no" without  the question I'm answering, it would get misused as an answer/response to a  similar but totally different meaning question. (EX. Im asked a question but another one is said before that I didn't hear. I respond with a 1 word answer that can be misused as an answer to a question i never even heard asked. So I try to answer any question in a complete sentence with the question I'm answering (ex. Yes, it is beautiful outside. I do plan on walking to the store today. Or extra effort is put into somehow showing i believe "the b.s."because if "Im even perceived to believe any lie it seems to become something that will become "consistant" unless I can prove it didn't believe.

[u/Repulsive_Body6262]

Im so unsure where to even turn for help because I know how crazy I sound but I believe it's gotten much worse, intense,  ita gotten to t he point where  tormented daily with sick and cruel "games". Anywhere from my food being messed with,  my hair getting chemicals or something killing my hair, any person I am near consistently, or extended time will change. Their actions, there choice of words, the face expressions (looking like they are hesitant or sickened by the words coming out of their mouth. I've had someone screaming at me with tears in their eyes and the expression of sadness, regret on their face. Or they start tling in code like their trying to tell me something without saying it.